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jbcurious -> RE: I'm trolling for wank material. What does vulnerability feel like? (4/3/2010 11:25:12 AM)
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The easiest way for me to explain what vulnerability is to me, would be to tell you about the first time I felt completly vulnerable.
It was a threesome and one of those things that just happened... We were all laying in bed watching TV, a guy I had been seeing and his roommate. We started to kiss and the roommate complained about feeling left out...my date encouraged me to kiss him...that started it.
It continued when they stood me up and began to strip me...never speaking to me, only to each other... they commented on the texture of my skin, the shape of my breasts...my legs were parted, my physical responses to what they were doing to me, how I tasted, smelled...they discussed with each other, never speaking to me. I don't think there was any part of me that wasn't examined and commented on.
What my response was...I could feel the blood rising to the surface of my skin, every nerve tingling and responsive to the slightest touch, my breath a series of sharp intakes and my body trembling uncontrolably.
It was one of the most amazing sensations I had ever felt...being exposed and totaly vulnerable to them.
It very easily could have gone either way as far as negative or positive...
If they had said anything negative...I would have curled into a ball of shame. Instead they made me feel like a priceless object to be savoured and enjoyed.
I realize that many would look at thus type of objectification as humiliation. I didn't feel humiliated at all...although I am aware of how easily it could have turned to that.
Afterwards they wrapped me in a terry cloth robe and tucked me in between them and we all talked and cuddled until I drifted off to sleep.
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