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Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 2:48:37 PM

littleone35

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I am wondering if any others feel this way. Let me explain. I had a Master and he died and with his death i locked many things inside me. Now before i found my new Master i had play partnes but no one was the key to that locked place where i had locked my longing to serve a master my submissiveness my desire to please one man alone.

Then i met my Master he was the key to that locked place. It would not have happened with anyone else it was him and him alone that was the key. And i gave him all that was locked in that place, i give him my all.

I feel very lucky he wanted me as his as much as i wanted him as my Master. I was afriad i was never going to find the righ man for me and that place was going to stay locked forever. My Master sprang the lock and we are very happy together.

I hope this makes sense.

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 3:42:30 PM

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It was very understandable..You were talking of a perfect fit for you..many tend to think there is only one perfect fit out there for them.However human nature tends to discover that there are many,it just needs to have a person be in a responsive mode,open to the possibilities,ready for another perfect fit so to speak.You were ready,and your Master had the key to your lock..I wish you both well..tempting

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 4:13:48 PM

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I am glad to hear of your happiness, I believe that although you may love one with all your heart it doesn't mean that you cannot love another, my father loved my mother for years in a vanilla sense, they were joined from the age of 15 to the age of 54 and were each others first and only, now 4 years on he has met a lovely lady and they are happy together so yes, i believe it is possible.

All the best to you both

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 4:49:21 PM

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No one can replace a ghost..but we can attempt to and if we fill the void it is a wonderful thing. No comparisons, no expectations, only what the future may hold for you and your new Master.

You go and good luck, your Master who passed would wish the same for you....of this I am sure.

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 6:30:57 PM

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Yes, littleone, this makes perfect sense. There are those with whom we have Sacred Contracts. I, too, had an intense relationship that ended in death...and I, too, have met the one who has/is unlocking and completing some of the things he started before he died. I imagine that you, like me, are awed...you by your Master, me by my slave.

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/5/2006 8:37:33 PM

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I also lost my first Master to death and locked away large parts of myself. Parts that were the softest, the gentlest...the best parts of me that made me who and what I was for my former Master. And for nearly 5 years, I wondered around, feeling as though I not only had lost my Master, but the best parts of who and what I was...and then one fine day, when I least expected it, the One that had the keys found me and began to unlock those parts that I had thought were gone forever.

So, yes, your post not only makes sense, but it also resonates deep with me :) I wish you and your Master many years of happiness!!!

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RE: Key and Lock - 4/6/2006 2:25:27 AM

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I think where some make a mistake is that they look for someone to replace the one lost.... or on the other side they compair themself to the prievious and try to step into their shoes. It never works.

You can not replace what was lost, but you can form a new connection. You don't step into anothers shoes but you can build upon what they had. You don't spend your energys trying to reshape the past... the past is a fixed thing, look instead to shapeing the future.

Glad to hear you have found someone to help shape your future petal

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