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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 7:49:39 AM

sirsholly

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It's madness and I'm really struggling.

you will make it through this, LB. You are stronger than you realize.

There is a positive sign to the pain you are going through. The sense of accomplishment you will feel when you realize that you did bend but did not break will help you see you really are a courageous and strong woman. And should he come back to you, that strength will empower you to make the right decision.

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 7:55:02 AM

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ORIGINAL: LittleBroken

<serious face and attitude now>

Yes I know I can't take him back, what ever the excuse.
I am suffering the with drawls of my very first true submission.
Call it sub frenzy, a true/pure submission but coming from a place of being a Domme in my own right to kneeling and bowing down to his command ....
I'm lost..empty...
I now have to envision life and a future without him....it feels offensive and wrong when I try to.
I catch myself, still, living out the protocols he had in place...I still hear his voice in my head.
I know they are wrong but they are so comforting..they feel like I'm not breaking the faith.

It's madness and I'm really struggling.

I was only collared for six months. HATED everything about it. Struggled against every bit of it and walked away happily rarely ever looking back. Still, every night, even six years later, I still go to sleep with one word echoing in my mind. That word being "Master". Hang in there ladybug. I think you are probably going through something similar to the stages of grief. It is ok to be angry and to rage against the loss.

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 8:34:12 AM

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I'm very sorry about the loss of your dream. It sucks when people aren't who we thought they were. I know this sounds so simplistic but things will truly get better with time. I'm glad you found out now that he wasn't worthy of your feelings and submission rather than later. Am also glad to see you back here....good luck with things.

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 1:54:51 PM

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ORIGINAL: LittleBroken

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ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth

*Hands LB a hankie* You know just because you are "out in the hallway" doesn't mean you are there alone.

{{{hugs}}}

zeph

I can always use more hugs..and a clean hankie <love you much..(still.)..Sirsholly>

I hear that Polar Bears give THE best hugs.

Oh we do, we do. Great big squishy bear hugs, finest kind *gives LB another hug just because*

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 4:13:07 PM

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Once again I can see that coming back here was the right thing to do.

Huge squishy, group bear hugs all round...followed shortly by an "all in" flesh pile!

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 4:34:54 PM

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/Checks hard limits.../

Neither bear hugs nor flesh piles are on it! YAY!!!!

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RE: A retread - 5/11/2010 4:44:29 PM

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*notes that bear hugs are not on Stevie's hard limits list, pounces and gives him a huge polar bear hug, "just because"*

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RE: A retread - 5/12/2010 3:21:38 AM

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Hang in there ladybug.

*clears throat* AHEM.

*raps gavel*... PEOPLE....

Lady Bug and Little Broken both have L and B.

I vote no more "broken" stuff.

Let's call her LADYBUG!!!!!!!!!!!

(there are even shoes that go with the name

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RE: A retread - 5/12/2010 3:32:12 AM

LittleBroken

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LADYBUG....

I like it A LOT!

But doesn't this forum prevent you from changing the name of your account?

Perhaps the mods might see fit to indulge this small request?

Edit: OMG! OMG! OMG! Those shoes are positively DARLING!

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RE: A retread - 5/12/2010 3:35:28 AM

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Honey, you've only had the broken name for a day. pffffffffffffffffft

Delete the account and start a NEW ONE!!! *SMOOCH

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RE: A retread - 5/12/2010 4:08:32 AM

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Tahdaaaaa...new avatar to match the darling shoes Sunshine found for me!

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RE: A retread - 5/12/2010 4:09:52 AM

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