RiotGirl
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i want to complain about jerks in general. i had remembered i posted about the loss of 3 of my cats in over a year. So i went back to see if anything, what others had said. i had posted it mostly because i was hurting and just to let a group of ppl who had shared the excitment with me know. i'm complaining about a few of them as they took the chance to dig a into an already open wound. Though, i am a amazed at how several ppl stood up for me and how eloquently they did stand. But i'm complaining about jerks instead. See what happens folks when you open up and become vulnerable? Others find it a good time to attack. And i'm SO SERIOUSLY sick of it, sick of ppl like this. Sick of deranged ppl who use information that you're already hurt over to again hurt you some more and to try and make the words they are telling you all that more powerful. To get what they feel is right across. And generally when i was in an abusive situation, its what the man did every day for over a year. He took my pain and beat me with it. People like this are lovely? No Wonder i hate to share and be open and be vulnerable. But i thank that man, so as to now, yeah it may hurt but damn atleast i'm able to step back and see it for what it is. A manipulation tactic.
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