NINASHARP -> RE: Tributes... (4/24/2006 9:36:39 AM)
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ORIGINAL: openmindedslave So in someways, does apaying sub/slave really put limits on your interaction. I mean i can see the lack of time to get to know or experience one another? Yet in someways ..Does a dom need to turn on and off her emotions when it comes to involving a slave that pays ?? I don't know , but would be interested in others views and experiences ? I think if you see someone on numerous occasions, for me personally, its hard to turn off the emotions. I am just saying, not that anything I say is expert advice or anything. It is and was a personal conflict for me. I think the saying To each her own fits well here. But you begin to know things about your submissive clients, feel things.. things you probably shouldn't feel, since it was on a professional level. There are those who served me that still serve me now, and others I see outside the dungeon, but don't play with because they can't keep their feelings in check, and I can't either, and also they are ones that are otherwise taken in a vanilla relationship, and it is impossible to go deeper so I just don't. I guess I sound like a hypocrite, and I am sorry I am and was about this, which was why I don't prodomme anymore. Its like a part of me loved doming for the sake of doming and yet I got a twisted rush from getting paid money for it, because I liked that idea that I could actually charge money for having my dungeon cleaned or my feet massaged. Ok then there was those who would shout harder, but didn't want marks.. etc.. sometimes that left a bad taste in my mouth, figuratively speeking. Until then, Mistress NINA
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