Termyn8or
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They want to do a cholesterol test on me. I say don't waste your time. If it's bad I won't take drugs, I'll deal with it by diet somehow. What's more my BP runs over 65 points on average between diastolic and sytolic, so the pump is working. They said off the EKG that I had a prolonged QT, which THEY dismissed, after I did. I think I know how it happened. In the past I used to train my body not to use too much O2. They tell you breathe when you pump iron ? Not me. I would hold my breath, smoke a joint or a cigarette or whatever. I would not "pant". I forced myself not to breathe. Now that I know there is no cardio and there is no pulmanary, only cardiopulmanary, I have rethought it out a bit. By not breathing under that stress, I made my heart pump harder. That's the theory right now anyway, and all the current indications support it. I did my sets holding my breath at times, and I climbed hills with a smoke in my mouth. The body does adapt and I think I made it adapt to conserving oxygen. My normal BP is about 145 over 70, 80 or so BPM pulse. My base body temperature is about 97.9 F. I am not totally normal and I'll gloat when I please. So now what ? My path is clear enough, get my eyes fixed and get moving along in life. I thought I was going in for a preop, but it turned out to be a general followup. They mentioned a coloscopy. I had to put that in humor because I thought "Just how far do you plan on sticking that thing up in me ? ". Then I read the papers. Cholesterol ? I don't give a fuck, I have trouble walking around because I can';t hardly see. Welll I can, but it is getting bad. I rarely drive anymore. I can't see the number on a fucking bus. My colon does not do that. I need this process strasmlined. They need to know thaty I am not going to die while they fix my eye. I don't care about the rest of the bullshit. I thought on the 26th I would be close to having my surgery scheduled, but once I got there they had no notion of it. Typical I guess. I'll go in without any pretest, could I maybe just sign off ? I'll gamble on it. Hell they don't even use any real anesthetics. You are awake for this and out of there in an hour or so. What the hell does my LDL/HDL have to do with it ? If they think I'm going to die fine. Give me a paper to sign. I'm not going to die. I been trying for at least thrity years and can't getr it done, nothing they can do will accomplish it. Now I gotta straighten this out. Where do I sign ? If I die on the table getting my eye fixed, you just throw me in the dumpster and be done with it. But of course they'll want their copay up front, but they always do anyway. Now itr's all fucked up probably because my opthamalogist is going to be on maternity leave. When I saw her she was just about as pregnant as the come. Cutie for sure, and DEFINITELY showing. The way she moved I figure she had about a month before the time came. By now I probably have to wait until after she has the kid. This red tape is a bunch of shit really. They want a stool samplle, look I need my eye fixed, if you can't see that this is the other end........... I don't know what to tellya. Cholesterol my ass. What destroy my liver with those pills ? Fat chance. If it's high I'll deal with it in diet. I already have one scrip, I'm never going to fill it. I don't need it. And I don't want more. Surprisingly though, with my high diastolic BP reading they never said a word aboiut my BP, as in gtrying to treat it. Probably because my systolic is so low. Why did I postr this ? I dunno but I suspect thsat I am looking for advice on how to deal with these people. Like, my car has a flat tire, I don't need new windshield wipers. Minimumalist intervention is what I'm after. T
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