FukinTroll
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I couldn’t argue on any particular point here, with the exception of narcissistic egomanical bastards. Aside from them, being human and having a shred of emotion makes your statement very true and valid. I have always held to the notion that touch is the meaning of life, and for me it is. I love being touched, not just physically, it goes beyond the scope of tactile sensation. How I could be touched with a smile, with a look, a thought and so on. It was the connection behind the many ways I could be touched... be understood. Of course it was always the D/ side of the touch and I spent a lifetime craving the various touches from a good girl. Recently a very profound thing happened to me. I was in a very good relationship where everything I needed was being met, of course the side effect of needs being met is the wants are often met by happenstance. I broke all my rules to get involved with this person, yeah I know its kinda weird a Troll having rules, but I broke them none the less. I do regret ever making the decision to break the rules and have to carry that guilt with me, however I do not regret the lesson I learned. As much as I loved everything she done for me and to me, it wasn’t till after it was over that my odd lil epiphany struck me. I wasn't truly missing what she was doing for me, to me, or how she made me feel, I missed what I could do to her. I missed touching her, looking into her eyes, holding her and more importantly I missed that all the love I had to give to her she took and wanted more. I have always been the odd one out here, because I have always felt if you can't love your “label” girl, what is the point of it. This girl fulfilled my needs happily, didn't ever have to toss a demand because she lived for my happiness. Her service to me was the expression of her love for me, and my love for her was a service to her needs. Again, of all the things I could miss most selfishly, what I miss the most is her taking the love I have for her, touching her and listening (and actually hearing) her. YMMV
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