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Dewolfsslave -> RE: Menopause, Mood Swings and Masters (3/18/2011 9:25:37 AM)
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In reply to La Tigresse:
i am very glad to hear that you are coming to the end of what has to be the shittiest part of a woman's life (so far). What you say does make a lot of sense, and part of our contract obliges me to take the best care i can of His property - which includes me - and it can only help if we all eat more healthily, for example. But. My main obligation is serving Him, and so i do need that control, ie permission to treat myself, or else i feel selfish and bratty. i tend to think of myself these days like a vintage car, one that needs a bit of babying when cornering, or changing gear. Still useful, even valuable, just needing a bit more careful handling than before.
Part of the problem in my case has been that in only a year we have gone from LDR, with frequent visits during which i was naturally focused on Him, to living together as a family, complete with teenager, and puppy. It has been a steep learning curve for us all. i had my mirena coil taken out last year - it was originally put in to treat heavy periods - and to my surprise they just stopped, and so began all the mood swings etc. The D/s, and BDSM stuff had taken a back seat to family life, due to health issues on both sides and having a teen and dog around, and while all that was going on, i had some family issues to come to terms with as well.
What He wants is for me to focus on Him. If He is happy, then i am happy. So for us, getting back to basics as far as possible will give me the framework and structure i need in order to function as a woman, as well as a slave, and give me something other than my feelings to concentrate on. Or that is the theory!
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