MaitresseEden
Posts: 477
Joined: 8/8/2004 From: Houston, Texas Status: offline
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it does not mean your owned.. It means simply that you did what you were told, and perhaps you enjoyed it. One act does not constitute ownership. That involves a relationship, and time and actually knowing who it is you are submitting to. Sounds to me like your just getting started and someone was able to get into your head and you submitted to that. It isn't as if they made you do something you didn't want to to anyway.. not specifically the cum eating.. but the pleaseing and following directions. It's the first step to figuring out how to fit the desire to submit into your life.. Good luck on the next one! Ms. Eden
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"If I didnt define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other peoples fantasies for me and eaten alive. - Audre Lorde"
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