Aneirin
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Joined: 3/18/2006 From: Tamaris Status: offline
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What's this, I am apparently scared of a kid, a local kid about eight I would guess, who appears to be coming down to where I live and talking to me when I am outside building my bicycles with my cat nearby. He goes home and comes back to show me his bicycle which I can see from a glance though I am trying not to take an interest as I am feeling very uncomfortable, but I can see his bike is not set up for him and the braking leaves a lot to be desired. Now normally when I see a bike that can be quickly sorted I will do it for adults, but not this kid, no way, I am not getting involved. This is ridiculous, I am actually scared of this little kid I want him to piss off, but I won't say it, so I leave my jobs to do and go inside to wait till he has gone which he does, but comes back again. A few days later he is back and playing with my cat, I can't go out, imprisoned by a little innocent kid. Why am I like this, well, I am a single near middle aged male living alone, largely reclusive, unemployed and known locally as a bit of an oddball, long hair and my varying often outlandish mode of dress, definately not fitting into the conservative area in which I live, so I do not want to invite suspicion, as can one just imagine what little kid might say to parents even innocently if I should become friendly to little kid and had sorted out his bike, any contact can be mistrued and especially in this society we have bred, a society of distrust and anger seeking paedophiles on every street corner. So, am I being paranoid, overly cautious or am I doing the right thing, are my uncomfortable feelings well founded or am I worrying about nothing ? But what does this say about society, what have we become when it is at the forefront of one's mind that helping others, the young is strictly off limits because of fears of the rabid mentality within society. On thinking about this situation I remember myself doing very similar, ranging out from the house on my own or with friends and talking to strangers, so what the kid was doing was not so unusual from my memory, but unusual in that not many kids of that age are seen out on the streets these days, especially on this estate, although it is deemed as being a safe area. Is it just my perception that society has gone wrong, or do others feel it too ? As for the young, should they be ranging out from the house, or sitting in front of the tv or computer console where it is safe on a hot sunny day ?
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Everything we are is the result of what we have thought, the mind is everything, what we think, we become - Guatama Buddha Conservatism is distrust of people tempered by fear - William Gladstone
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