Quite often, this creative writing section gets used for fantasies...... Hopes..... Wishes. What happens when the creative writing is true? Does it turn you on just a bit more that it was someone's reality, rather than something made up? If you know it's real, are you more likely to get hard or wet? Would you like to hear a page of Lady Pact's life?
Since we moved, I do, on occasion feel quite sorry for clip. The poor boy doesn't get to see Me as often. When we are fortunate enough to chat, it is often filled with the routine matters of the day. The common struggles. I'm afraid that his spirits are down often. Just last evening, I decided to pick them up a bit.
Poor clip. I'm afraid that the boy misses Me so. I must say that he longs to touch Me. Not a moment goes by that he doesn't long for it. The poor lad, in his day to day world, doesn't get to feel the freedom that comes from being physically controlled boy a sexually Dominant woman. How he misses the joyful pain of being sexually released by Me. Don't you feel sorry for him? I know that you do.
For being such a good boy, I thought I would give him a bit of a treat. Not something that I do every day, mind you. I thought it might be fun for him to please Me for My special yens. Oh, I do miss being a owning a cuck for the emotional sadism of it. The longing, the desire, the wanting are a special aphrodisiac for Me. Since he lives to please Me, I thought I might indulge this and have some fun with it.
I started by making careful suggestions. Invoking his memories of being with Me. What it was like to touch or please Me. Reminding him how good it feels to be owned by Me. How I have used him and his body for My pleasure in the past. The way it felt so good to be sexually owned by Me. All of the adventures that we have had. The things he has done because they were My bidding. My scent. My taste. The thrill that he gets from actually being allowed to touch Me.
Make no mistake. The boy craves these things each and every day that he can't have them. There is a place in him that actually hurts that he misses them so bad. What kind of sadist would I be if I didn't take advantage of that?
The special treat that I had for him was really a special treat for Me. To exploit him wanting to be with Me sexually. To make him want what he can't have at the moment. Not that he's never seen another man pleasure Me, but usually when he does, he's in the same room and gets to participate in some way. This was new for him. Being forced to watch MP and I having great sex and all he was allowed to do was touch himself while we were on cam! All the while, I made him repeat who owns him, how badly he wanted to be there, how much he missed what we were having! I even made him confess how much he wanted just the slightest taste.
It blew his mind to have to watch that. Just watch and want it so bad. If anything, his emotional pain just turned Me on more. Knowing what he would have given for just a drop. Having to only remember what it's like to be with Me and all he got to do was watch!
Great fucking sex.
The crowned Diva of Destruction. ~ ExT
Beach Ball Sized Lady Nuts. ~ TWD
Happily dating a new submissive. It's official. I've named him engie.
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