slaveboi009
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Joined: 1/5/2010 Status: offline
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Day ONE Today is day one. Today I have finally locked on my CB-3000. This time is is for awhile. I usually just put it on, get really horny eventually taking it off and jacking off. WELL not this time. It is locked on secure. I made sure i wasnt able to pull it off and squeeze my nuts through. I really wanna do it right this time. I do not know how long i will be wearing this device but i do hope it turns out to be awhile. Today was the perfect day. I had jacked off 3 times today and my dick was getting pretty raw. So this is it. time to lock up and see how far i can go. This is what i have ultimately wanted but just havent had the nerve todo it. i saw some vids online of guys around my age locked up and it inspired me. i plan to update daily on here and here the feedback for the readers who are interested. it excites me the fact that im not able to get hard and play with myself. this is the first time i have had it on as long as is have so far and when i get aroused my balls and cock hurt so bad. but i think that is the point of a chastity right? to hurt so we slaves learn our place and learn when u get hard and be controlled? but when i do get hard it rubs against my tighty whities. idk if i shouldnt be wearing them with a chastity or i should be wearing a different ttype that doesnt do that? im not sure. what do you guys think? What i think would make this a little more exciting is a butt plug. i have plenty of them and love wearing them. but its the fact that i can go out in a chastity in public and be ok with it. but wearing a butt plug while im out in public. picking up stuff at the store, or going to get my oil change. I have obviously have done it a couple times to know it feels awkward and different when ur plugged up. its something im interesed in and something im hoping that i can cope with and learn to deal. i was just wondering about gay guys if they wear plugs out as well. how you feel it about it. what you like. and anything that you could enlighten me on. this experience is going to be a crazy , and im going to love every minute of it and hopefully i can go for months and months. i will let u guys know tomorrow night how day TWO goes. listen in and let me hear u guys think.
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