Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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I am a switch and have had a little bit of "mental gymnastics" to make sure I know where my head is at when I am playing or just romping with my partner. With my ex, he was always in charge, no switching ever took place with us. With my female sub playmates, I have always been in the dominant role and it was never a challenge to make sure I was in the top spot, pretty much because it was just play, no emotional feelings attached. With my male sub, we have a very strong emotional connection, and there have been a few times where I have wanted to slide into a more submissive mindset, and just let him take charge of what we were doing (esp. in bed). However, I have found that I can keep my head in the place it should be (as his dominant half) and still get those other needs met if I tell him exactly what I desire. For example, if I want to be "taken," I can just tell him that I want that from him because it will make me happy. He does what I want, fulfilling his submissive side, I get to be on the receiving end of what makes my submissive warm fuzzies take root, and both of us are fine. Once those needs are fulfilled, I am more than ready to be the woman who can grab him by the hair and take him the way I want to, or beat him till he's marinating in his own brain juice.
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