stormiKnightBEAR
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feline, Greetings. Please allow this girl to share first that your question has made her stop and think for several days. It is something that struck a chord within stormi. It is this girl's belief that where pride is concerned, you have to decide exactly what it is worth to you. stormi for the most part unfortunately for everyone else <smiling> has a very over developed sense of right and wrong. stormi knows this and for the most part does a good job of letting it just do as it wishes with Master's guidance. However,............. there are times when pride makes stormi want to stand up and say... "bring it on" and at that point stormi admits that she does not know the term "walk away". Pride is good and it is bad. It can heal.... but it is stormi's belief that it takes a very long time. Most of the time it can only be done by one's self. The person or thing that hurts anothers pride does not have the ability to heal it. That is this girl's belief. That does not mean they can not apologize, it does not mean that they can't try to make you feel better, what it does mean is that only you.... the person who owns the pride.... can make it heal. But it takes time. Some of us take a lot longer than others. If this girl could change herself, it would be her pride, her ability not to trust, and the ease of which she can shut people out who she feels have hurt her, intentionally/unintentionally or just carelessly hurt this girl. For stormi, it is admittedly her worst trait. But one that will not allow her to open herself to that again. stormi was lucky, Master found her and has healed alot of the hurts.... and following along, stormi's pride has healed to some extent. But it has taken alot of time.......learning to trust, learning it's ok to have pride and still accept what happens and remain in tact. This girl wishes you the very best, she hopes that your pride and everyone elses moves forward and finds the path of healing easier than this girl has. Thank you for allowing this girl to share something that most likely needed to be expressed by her. Be Well, stormi property of Master Bear
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