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Rochsub2009 -> RE: My physical need for release (1/26/2012 2:58:54 PM)
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I am a new slave to a Mistress that does not allow me to masturbate or release myself in anyway. Mistress believes my penis is her penis and the sperm inside is her's as well. I do not have a problem with that but I do feel I have a physical need to release myself occasionally.
I also realize that I may not have sex with my Mistress as I am not worthy of that but why can she not allow me to release myself? I also have offered to kneel before her and masturbate while kissing her feet. It is the most humiliating act I can think of and I wonder why she does not see it that way.
You posted this in Ask a Mistress, but I'm gonna give a response. Like yourself, I'm a male sub.
You said that your Mistress "believes my penis is her penis and the sperm inside is her's as well". Okay, that's nice that your Mistress believes it, but do you? Your message certainly makes it sound like you don't. It sounds like your focus is completely on your dick, and on your desire to cum.
I see male subs who have been placed in chastity whine like that all the time. They act as though they're undergoing waterboarding at Guantanamo Bay. But the problems is that they're too focused on their own penis, and that focus prevents them from ever actually submitting.
Your Mistress told you that you are not to masturbate. So what's the problem? Do what she says. The longer you resist, the longer she'll keep you in chastity.
BTW, MissImmortalPain is right that prostrate health can become an issue if kept in chastity for too long. But I think she was totally off-base in her reply. How long have you actually been in chastity. My guess is that it's probably been a few hours at most. [;)]
You can go a long time in chastity. I've been kept in chastity for months with no ill effects. When the time comes when you've been chaste for months (instead of days or hours), then your Mistress can use a technique called "milking" that will leave you in chastity, but keep your prostate nice and healthy.
So stop thinking about masturbation and release. The more you think about it, the worse it gets. Try to focus on her. Once you do that, I think you may find that she rewards you by giving you the release that you crave.
Side note: And for the record, if masturbating at your Mistress' feet is the most humiliating thing that you can think of, you must not have a very good imagination. Hell, many/most male subs would consider that to be a reward, not a punishment.
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