NeedHisPleasure
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Good Morning Everyone :)
Okay, I've been playing in my last 2 entries here, but it's time to give tribute to my Daddy, my Dom, my Sir & and my friend. He is all of these to me.
First, I worship and adore Him. He's teaching me a new kind of love that I never knew existed - a loving, caring, committed, kind, kind, kind, nurturing, affectionate, attentive and encouraging Daddy.
I'd previously been wary of Daddy Doms as so many offer trinkets, trips... and I am not here for any of that. I was concerned with "age play." I simply did not understand. All of that Daddy searching I've done my whole life - I found in Him. As if I was a baby (not the kink), He is providing what I never experienced - just starting at the beginning. My Daddy Dom is a healer and there's never been a happier submissive than me. He's been the epitome of all that is wonderful and magical in a Daddy.
As my Dom, He has been patient, clear and firm. This is a Dom to contend with! I am to become the best me and the best submissive I can be. My efforts are noticed, encouraged and expected. There is never a hint of abuse, disrespect, or condescension towards me. Can He be exacting? Absolutely! He gives me the room to learn, obey and please Him. His tone is clear and His instructions are consistent. Although as a relative newbie, so many "rules" can be daunting, my Dom understands and simply re-enforces the lessons and lauds the efforts that come purely from my heart.
As my Sir, OUCH - cherry cheeks here! Punishment is a part of what I submit to in respect for His wisdom, experience and intentions. Perks - He insists that I take better care of myself (lost 10 pounds in as many days, using exercises He gave me to do, which don't stress any of my injured parts). I suppose that one is a cross-over of each of His roles, but lack of effort or defiance is punished. I need His authority, too. My Sir is teaching me much of the protocol which is expected in "our community" and all of that which makes Him proud. Although I find I am becoming more slave-like than submissive (which I never expect to happen), my Sir has created a "safe space" in which I can finally experience the womanliest of surrender. A place of freedom - and He feels my surrender, revels in it and knows exactly what to do with it.
As my "vanilla friend," He's my confidant, my cuddly, playful buddy. We can talk and laugh and be deeply and seriously intimate. There's romance, holding hands, hugging, silliness, and shared interests. This respect, mutual honor and gratitude for having met each other have been the basis of trust and the foundation of a harmonious union.
Perhaps as a newbie in training, I should not separate these "roles" into 4 parts, but I wanted to explain to all who a Daddy Dom can be. I don't mean to make distinctions in "levels" or to judge intimacy or approaches. I simply understand why He and I are celebrating our relationship. We are both especially complicated and it's been with great difficulty that we finally found each other. Make no mistake - I'm HIS, but He is also MINE.
In the depth of my surrender to Him, I find the sublime - He takes me straight to heaven or nirvana. Truly, I am shocked at His command over me and how I revel in being protected and directed, under His wing. I can feel His heart beating faster as He stands above my "bottoms up," His expansion in the control, the power, and to my dedication as I say, "Yes, Sir, or Daddy or Dom." I love the way He marks me and gives me a reminder of His possession of me. I love the way He feels my surrender to Him and how He knows that this is so much deeper than any outer displays of dominance.
You see, you could torture or kill me and never make me cry. It's His approach, the environment of complete safety He's built, His kindness, His inspiration to give Him every ounce of me, and to never, never disappoint Him - it is this that brings me to tears. It's also His willingness to meet me in this place of vulnerability, and to share in it Himself. Nothing this intimate happens in a one-sided manner.
So, I write this to give honor to the most trustworthy, open-hearted, patient, forgiving, experienced, intelligent, endlessly interesting, fair, Hot, protective, mentor and friend (the list goes on). As I am prone to frequently say these days, "Wow"!
We've found our bliss, our forever - and yes, we've met. A lot. We will soon be 24/7 and I am looking forward to learning so much more about what makes my Love feel exactly as He wishes. :)
Sir William's (would you believe militant feminist?) and devoted submissive,
 Tricia
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