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conflicted -> i need it, i need you! (11/11/2004 4:20:04 AM)
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Standing behind me,
You whisper in my ear,
Your voice low.
i try to absorb what you are saying,
as i know you will question me,
my body is responding to Your closeness.
i momentarily lose concentration,
oh shit! Part of what you were saying,
..........its gone!
The questions begin, my confidence drops,
my body temperature heats up,
i dont reply.
Your counting, ooooh im in trouble
yet my nipples harden....
i've forgotten what you asked.
i feel apprehensive, my thoughts are racing
i try to recount everything i remember You saying
Your still counting.
Your hand is slowly moving to my face,
i cant concentrate,
i know your going to deprive me of air.
my breath quickens, my heart is pounding
"oh Master i remember" i gush
I feel instant relief.
But know this lapse will not go unpunished,
the sting of the paddle, the tails of the whip
bring pain, a warmess, a wetness.
While punishing me, you demand i repeat
what you painfully taught me
NEVER to forget.
"You own me, i am here to please only you
forever and ever
no matter what"
i want you soooo badly,
but know it is not my place to want
i am here for your pleasure.
i want this
i need this
i need You.
xxxxxxxxx
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