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yourpizda -> Odd things that Happen here (5/27/2013 9:46:47 AM)
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Well after literally years on here, trying to find a good solid collar, I found myself saying, Im a total failrure in this area. I either got, Married guys who wanted to screw around on thier wives, guys who are just literally into beating you into a bloody pulp ... thank god I survived that one. Tho I was literally black and blue all over for a month or two.
Then there was the married guy with wife slave, but in reality, she was very insecure about the whole arrangement. So inspite of everything. I was let go. b ecause she is insecure. Then the old Dom I knew who just wanted to be friends. He was screwing some tranny on the side.
I was like. you have fun with that one.
So I gave into my asian fascination. And I contacted some asian submissives. I had a past as a Domina, I had a string of boys at one time, mainly because it was a phase I was going through. I decided since I was such a total failure as a sub, perhaps I would be better as an owner.
What I found, was a true gem of a boy. I cannot say enough about him. He wants to serve, he wants a monogamous relationship with me. Which after all of this, is what I really want. As I spoke to him more and more, I realized we both were on the same page. I was totally right for him, and he for me. So I took this sweety asian into consideration. After he returns from his studies in Korea, I probably will offer him my collar, and we will begin our physical relationship.
Im pretty serious about him. .. After all of this negative crap from this website, I finally found something decent. At least I hope so. Time wil ltruly tell. and Yes Im slightly evil. and terribly kinky as a Domina. But I am putting my energy into my boy..
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