lilcracker
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Joined: 4/14/2012 Status: offline
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"Should I maybe just look for a vanilla guy and then see if he would be willing to bring it into the relationship?" No. Don't do that. I've seen a lot of messages from women who are in love with vanillas and can't get satisfied. That's not fair to anyone. Sorry to pick on you DS, but I knew this would come up and you were the first to mention it. I say absolutely try vanilla...20 plus years in the lifestyle and I went back to dating vanilla. My first Dom who introduced me, I met through a vanilla personal ad. We dated nearly three years before finally moving in together and staying together for seven years. In the beginning things were hot and heavy and finally some of my fantasies were becoming reality. Towards the end, sex was something we used to do. The last two years we slept in different rooms. It went from totally hot to totally vanilla, just two people who shared children and a house payment. Did I learn, nope...after the relationship ended, I continued looking for just Dominant men on media's like collar me. Every single relationship I attempted we had nothing more in common than just the kink and it went like that...for years....If I had a dime for every single person I met who merely asked 'what are you into' in the first half hour of chatting, I could buy another house with cash. I decided once again to try vanilla, and here I am...we are coming up on our one year anniversary of living together. He had a dominant personality but no kink and sex aside he is a great guy, I would have to say he is my best friend. I enjoy every moment we have together because we have fun together. Now he knew I was into D/s, and liked spankings...(the rest of it I could care less about). I did convince him to spank me and from there it sort of grew. (and nope, he has never attended any classes to teach him how to spank properly, and nope he has never been on any kink sites like Collar Me although we do discuss posts at times). Now I am getting exactly what I crave and he has admitted that a year ago if anyone ever told him he may like spanking a woman he would have laughed. There is a spanking implement in hands reach in various places around our apartment, his favorite a yard stick I spent .69 cents on at Lowe's that he said we should take back. That is about as deep as our kink goes, but...that is all I really need. As for not being satisfied, I would have to say, I would rather be hanging out with my best friend with NO D/s than to be with someone who was just taking care of my sexual needs and having nothing else in common. But I NOW have the best of both worlds, a person I am totally crazy about, someone who cares about me, a born leader and is willing to take the leap and try something new and ended up enjoying it. I am not saying at all that my way is the only way to go---however, I doubt I am the only one who connected with a vanilla person and had it work perfectly....so it should not be ruled out.
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