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smileforme50 -> So far....so good.....totally against the odds (10/28/2014 4:45:25 PM)
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(This involves a few different people...so this is kind of long)
If anyone here hasn't read my profile. I mention how I started out my real life exploration of D/s and bdsm just playing around and swearing to myself and everyone who knew me (in the "lifestyle") that there was no way in hell I would ever truly submit to someone or become a slave. But a funny thing happened a couple of years ago....I started to reconsider that, and I started to think about it...a LOT. I also started wondering if I could really do it. I know I can be pretty damn stubborn and moody.
But I'm really stuck on the fence.....I want to explore this and get a taste of it to see if I could actually do it and how it would make me feel before I go off and take some guy's collar and then start having second thoughts 6 months down the road, then tell him I changed my mind.
So....the first positive experience....I've actually met someone that I started talking to here on CS (SailingMaster) (Well...back then it was still CM!) We hit it off very well both online and in person. The bad news is...Even though we have seen each other many times, he does live 900 miles away. Plus....as much as I really like him, .while I *could* say "oh yes I would love to be his slave"...I don't want to say that and then move 900 miles away....only to have a very rude awakening.
So he suggested that I find a Dom/Domme couple and see about spending some time with them to get a bit of training in some of the more formal protocols and to see how submitting and serving really made me feel.
Which brings me to the second positive experience. I surfed CS profiles for Dom/Domme or Dom/Alpha sub couples near me and I sent out a few introductions telling them what I was looking for. I got a few responses saying they were interested, but there was one in particular I really liked.....njdomcouple4slave
I started talking to the Dom and we asked each other a million questions about what we were each looking for and what we wanted to do. Then he talked to the Dom in Florida and they got along very well.
So....I've been seeing this couple for a few weeks now and it has been completely wonderful. They are the NICEST people. I have learned many things already about what I might like and what I might not like. I know that so far it has been pretty easy because things are just starting out and we're still getting to know each other, but that's one thing that is so nice, they are definitely being very patient and are thinking about how I see and feel about this, and not just trying to get something from me for their own benefit. They are being very supportive and encouraging. I can honestly tell you that even if I were to decide that I don't want to submit to someone in a relationship, and decided I just wanted to stick to play....I still would like to have this couple as friends. They are just very nice people and I'm glad to have met them.
Edited to add names....(something I don't think should be compulsory0
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