FieryOpal
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Joined: 12/8/2013 From: Maryland Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: NookieNotes I love that on FetLife there is a role you can choose: unsure. <snip> Since I'm not on Fet (don't plan to be, don't wanna be, not a social networking media-type person), I didn't know that. I wonder why this isn't an option here on CS, and I think it should be. You mentioned on line negativity, as did ST, and it must be the naturally wariness that we have in cyberspace to not know who it is we're really interacting with, and likewise they with us. Then you have a whole spectrum of grey areas when you're dealing with a S/switch that makes it a bit more complicated at times. I have a mini-confession of sorts to make about the very first day I signed up on the site formerly known as CM <insert symbol here :p>. A little voice in my head kept saying Dominant Woman because I wanted either a male sub or possibly male switch whose T/b ratio was so bottom heavy that he may as well be a sub. However, since I'm very much vanilla sex-oriented rather than a rash of diehard BDSMers I'd been running into who told me they could no longer get aroused by vanilla sex anymore or not for many years--all BDSM or nothing ; that I said the hell with it and listed myself as a Switch. For one full day. To my horror, my user name appeared in pink as if I were a female s-type. WTF? Then came the 4sshat Dom train (not that all Doms are, just most of the ones who inundated me with their 4sshatness that first day) pouncing on fresh meat. Double WTF? Barely a male sub messaged me that day. Hm-mm, I had indicated in my profile that I was mostly Dominant. So I, like you Nookie, realized very quickly that this designation was misleading. I only "bottom" for vanilla sex, which is standard, and not being BDSM shouldn't even be regarded as bottoming. I'm not into bondage, other than to use restraints as a means to an end, not into S&M. Don't want to give up control of the scene, I like things done my way, and I'll be damned if a man tries to tell me what to do (and women aren't an option for me). So when would I be switching? Not in a D/s, although I was open to considering a bedroom submissive, with an LTR outside the bedroom on a more or less egalitarian basis. Well, as long as my partner does what I tell him to, that is. As for kinky bottoming, it isn't often that I would want a[n erotic] spanking, and fetish wrestling can't be rough--not into rough sex, so calling myself a Switch would be very midleading indeed. So I did have a 24-hour foray into the world of cyber-switchdom, with no good results and no forward projection of getting the results I wanted, which was and is a D/s dynamic with a masculine, virile and passionate (unpassive) submissive male without having to go cougar, which is also not an option for me in my mind...yet.
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