mysteriousvixen1
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This was written a while back when my relationship with Sir R was still on. Things are different today but my feelings still remain the same. Because you are no more a slave, feelings don't change, overnight.
WHY I LIKE MY MASTER
Because he did not expect me to submit to him from day one... he gave me time to understand my own growing feelings ... he gave me space to grow... he waited for me till I was ready to submit to him
He understood that for me to hand over power to him, I had to have the trust and confidence that does not build overnight
And Yes, he pushes my limits but without breaking me. He knows I will fight tooth and nail to every decision and he (I think) loves to watch that struggle coz. he knows I will eventually recognise that I don’t really have an option and that he sometimes recognises my needs far better than I do. He patiently waits till that internal struggle metamorphs into acceptance and submission.
The first thing he did was to discuss and understand my fetish, kinks, interests, hard and soft limits, which very few Masters do in India. We discussed them, fine tuned them till both of us were satisfied. Every thing was questioned !! Which gave me insight into many things, which I had previously not understood properly, being so new to lifestyle.
For him I am the hottest, most beautiful, sexiest person (even though I beg to differ with him, for which I will probably get assigned a new task or a punishment )... For me, he is the person who makes me smile every day and brightens up my life by just being present in it.
He helps me to connect with my true self that got lost somewhere over the years.
For us, its not just the physical relation that’s important. Its also important for us to talk, explore, laugh, tease, share thoughts on everything in our daily lives.
He is available to me emotionally, even when he is thousands of miles away.
I like him because he makes me feel valuable
I like him because he cares about my limits, my wishes, my desires, and even my happiness.
I like him because he has so much self control that he infuriates me sometimes.
I like him because not only does he know what he wants from me but he also knows what I need from him (grrrrr).
I like him because my opinions matter to him , my needs matter to him and he recognizes the difference between my wants and my needs and takes the judgmental call on it.
I like him because he makes so many rules for me (which I hate sometimes but understand eventually why he is doing it). These rules are not arbitrary. They have reasons behind them and make sense when I cool off from my high horse.
I like him because for him it’s important for him that I should be physically and emotionally healthy
I like him because he helps me improve my weaknesses. As he says “ your weaknesses never desert you”
I like him because he makes me go through painful parts of who both of us are.
I like him because he understands communication is the key to any relationship which must last long term
I like him because he recognises my insecurities and fears and helps me to handle them. Even to the extent of giving me assurances in writing which he does not need to.
I like him because he recognises that every relationship evolves over time and there may come a time when one of us may feel the need to move on and that it should be done gracefully (Damn !! that’s gonna be tough whenever that happens)
I like him because he is honest about himself.
I like him because I thought Good Masters were a dream that did not exist in real life.
I like him because he did not expect me to jump into a commitment, he did not expect me to rush.
I like him because his devilish eyes kill me, eyes full of expression, the pupils that dilate when he gets a naughty thought.
I like him because he keeps me on my toes , which is no mean task.
I like him because his deep husky voice turns my knees to jelly.
I like him because he likes me, believes in me and has tremendous patience with me.
I like him because he can be gentle and caring yet firm when he feels I need it
I like him because he can make me feel safe when I am terrified
I like him because from even thousands of miles away, he thinks of me & cares for me even in middle of important work
I like him because he cares to face the music (as he calls it) with me rather than while he is away, for me to handle it alone (refers to the status update )
I like him because I know its his job to take care of me but he goes a step beyond that
I like him because my submission to him makes me stronger & not weaker
I like him because I like the old fashioned gentleman that he is.
I like him because of his ever present sense of humour.
If this sounds like a love affair more than a D/s relationship, I don’t care and I don’t care to hear others opinions too if they are not supportive.
I understand that he is my Master and not my boyfriend, but why does it have to preclude emotional involvement?
I understand that our time together may be limited and hence, it makes it even more precious.
He means a lot to me – both as what he is to me and what I mean to him. I am indeed lucky to have him in my life. I hope he knows that and I hope that I have been able to convey this to him.
And most of all he is not worried that I may actually fall in love with him. Most Masters would run for their lives if that were to happen. The question here is “Am I in love with him ?” At the moment, No- but its not a possibility that I rule out in future. But I do love him with an absolute commitment, I remain faithful to him and our feelings and I always wish all things good for him.
I hope to provide him a place where he can turn to, as a sanctuary that offers him a no drama , no complaint space. Just complete submission even when it hurts physically to miss him so.
The rituals and protocols are what keep us connected through the long days and the nights.
I found what I needed in HIM , hope you feel the same Sir.
“I am yours. Don’t give myself back to me “
Copyright : Ketaki Shah
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