Dear sovereign Dominant Lady,
I am a 41 Year old submissive male that is masculine and not effeminate. I am also of muscular build and have recently been told in excellent health for my age. I am not into any particular lifestyle orientation and have lived in both the conventional and alternative lifestyle existences.
I have known who and what I am since the age of 4 but never comprehended it until I was 13 years old. When I was 18 I confided in my adopted Mother and her partner about my thoughts and feelings. She was of natural lesbian orientation and Commercial Lawyer by profession. Her partner was a high school principal.
My childhood was happy and normal. I was taught to be respectful of women and also to assist with housework and was taught to cook also. She was in her late thirties when she adopted me and she met her partner a few years later. I was a few months old apparently when adopted and know nothing of my birth parents whatsoever. She was around 37 years older than me. She died in an automobile accident caused by a drunken teenager some years ago.
When I was aged 21 I was introduced to another lady who was informed of my natural submission. This lady was a Forensic Psychiatrist who worked in a state mental hospital and managed the treatment protocols of male forensic patients in locked wards within that facility. She was also a lesbian. She kept her private life and professional life separate and was very guarded about friends and acquaintances. She wanted a young and healthy male who would be kept in enforced celibacy and trained in a number of skills that would benefit her. This male would be her personal live in domestic and handyman servant. She explained all to me at a pre arranged interview and physical inspection with my adopted mother and her partner both present on one Sunday afternoon many years ago. If I agreed it would be until she died and I would not be free until then. I would not be allowed to leave her home unless she accompanied me. I would not be allowed to see my adopted Mother again unless she visited but my adopted Mother could telephone and converse with me on a pre arranged evening at weekends if she wished. I would serve her clothed or naked as her mood dictated. I would wear a locked metal collar and also a made to measure chastity restraint with also another remote control electrical device that would send electric current into my genitals and body if I went beyond as pre determined and set distance limit. I would also have to wear full body shackles as the mood took her. Also I was told that twice a week for one hour’s duration I would be moderately whipped so her stress from work could be elevated.
I had to sign a number of power exchange documents. These were a voluntary worker agreement with employment right waiver which also tied me to live and work for one employer only entirely gratis with no restriction on hours worked and no provision for rest days or vacations. Adult Adoption Agreement and by declaring me to be moderately mentally incompetent an Adult Guardianship order. Before taking up my voluntary servitude I was sent to catering college and massage school and also trade school to learn skills that did not require a full apprenticeship. It was 18 months and my 23 year before I signed the documents and moved into her home.
My adopted Mother set up a trust fund so that I would be able to sustain myself and live comfortably in much later life if I was too old to be owned be in a power exchange relationship again. That money kicked in only on the recent demise of my late lady guardian and employer. I am still officially under the Adult Guardianship Order and nobody from the court or other service has come forward to claim me so to speak. I am informed that the order is transferable if I move states and another responsible person can apply to be my new Guardian. I am actually not mentally incompetent but have been trained to appear so if need be.
My late Guardian died suddenly of a cardiac arrest aged 77. No provision was left for my transfer in her will and no funds were provided for my release. I will state now that a number of her close friends knew about me and the true situation and saw me when they visited and stayed for days on end as I performed my servile labors.None were willing to take Guardianship after she died. You may find it strange but I was housed at night in a large cage situated under and has a part of her orthopedic large bed. This had a bolt, a combination lock and a remote control lock and only one would be used at any given time. I had to eat my food sitting on the kitchen floor with a tray across my lap. I always felt safe and secure and even protected and enjoyed and was fulfilled by my life in servitude.
I have no friends or need of friends and am a loner by nature. I am skilled in the occupation of Chef, Silver Service Waiter, Domestic Housekeeper, Gardener, Masseur, and General Handyman. I served her for 17 years in total. I was advised by a person I confided in to try lifestyle events and the internet to try to locate a possible new Guardian Employer. I live in California but can relocate and am willing to travel for interviews. I seek and need a live in servitude. I am obedient and respectful to my superiors once owned. I have no preference for age, social class, racial ethnicity, religious persuasion, sexual orientation or physical disability, size or shape of my potential Guardian Employer. I can also serve a married opposite or same gender couple who may have a family or not.
There are no photographs available and will not be until such time as a face to face meeting can be arranged once trust has been mutually established. All evidence proof of my antecedents and attendant documents will be provided in copy form at such a meeting and background checks can be conducted at my expense.
I realize and have also found to my cost that the internet lifestyle websites are filled with assorted criminals out to make a fast dishonest buck! I am not one of them and seek nothing other than to belong and to be useful.