An introduction and maybe even an outcry

Collarspace Discussion Forums

Home Login Search

An introduction and maybe even an outcry

View related threads: (in this forum | in all forums)

Logged in as: Guest

All Forums >> [Introductions] >> Introduce yourself >> An introduction and maybe even an outcry

Page: [1]

Message

<< Older Topic Newer Topic >>

An introduction and maybe even an outcry - 8/6/2016 1:58:41 AM

KnottyAdornment

Posts: 1
Joined: 1/13/2014
Status: offline

I l9ng so hard to be truly dominated, mind and body. To be controlled; i yearn to feel physical reinforcement of the relationship of top to the bottom, forever yearning to be special enough to be made into, transformed, to an image created by someones vision of whom is unique and intricate in their own way. I wish to be torn apart, made raw to another, violated, exploited.
My problem is that, for the ripght woman id do anything. Ive searched for years for this in Dallas. I just want it so bad it hurts me. Yet given the volume of my correspondance here its clear that the real problem might be my sexuality. Only men want to dominate. Im a succesful young white male, far more so than my peers, yet it seems when exploring sexuality with women i date, exposing them to the notion of being dominate it pushes them away. So i just top them, it turns me on but its just not my nature.
I long to serve. Shiuldi violate my sexuallity to fulfilll this desire?