I have a kef on my thigh, read the books twice now. Have slave dresses, bells, and been called a rare, hot pleasure slave more than once. Problem is, i can not find a strict Gorean Master that I think is a true Gorean Master. One that I am attracted to. Most say they are, but they have been lazy and let themselves go. Goreans are not lazy, the Master takes care of his property and himself.
So basically you've read the books (twice), and have decided that only half the characters in it are 'real Goreans' while the other half are... fake Goreans?
And you've also manage to read the books (twice) and somehow managed to miss the fact that Gorean Free do not tolerate kajirae proclaiming judgment about what a Free Man should or shouldn't be. Doing so is a grievous enough offense even strangers take the time to discipline kajirae who err on this matter.
But then again, it's clear from your single post and profile, that you've missed just about anything the books are about such as the fact that Goreans like natural women not fake bleached over processed hair, and that kajirae don't own anything and so your dresses and bells are a moot point when it comes to finding an owner, and the fact that Goreans don't necessarily take care of their property and might well use it as a mill girl or urt bait, or that Goreans don't 'earn' slavery but take it if it pleases them, or that Goreans don't allow kajirae to negotiate their collar 'If I'm going to be your slave, you need to treat me like x, and you need to be y, and you can never do z'.
Maybe you haven't found a 'true' Gorean Master, because Goreans tend to not put up with that type of crap from a slave, and have no interest in you.
If I was a man, I wouldn't own something like yourself with a mill or a laundry facility handy to put you to work in until your attitude improves, and unfortunately such is rather impractical in this day and age, which makes the likelihood you'll find a Gorean who'd take you rather slim.
I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
And your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for