Greta75
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Joined: 2/6/2011 Status: offline
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FR You married a submissive male as your husband. But you long for someone to top you. That's the gist of what I am reading into everything. A tiny concern is, your husband loves you and doesn't feel good about you being with other men, but because he is also submissive, he is submitting to your wishes. If you really think about it. You are your husband's domme. What you are doing to him, is the same as what your dominant is doing to you. Except, unlike your husband, you don't really care that deeply about your new dominant to take his crap. I think alot of people have plenty of opinions here, but you did the right thing by taking a stand and ending it with the dominant, because, I feel end of the day, both of you are not meeting each other needs. I still feel in the whole D/S BDSM thing. It's still just simply about finding someone who is in the same zone as you about it. I think no matter what, all of us relate to it differently. Whatever dynamic that two people can mutually agree on it to be, is a good dynamic in my opinion. All you can do is focus on finding that dynamic.
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