DaddySatyr
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Joined: 8/29/2011 From: Pittston, Pennsyltucky Status: offline
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Let me say from the outset: If I slip up and sound like I've elected myself "Spokesman for Polyamory International", I apologize. I know I am only speaking for myself. First off, it is terrific that you weren't as possessive as you thought you'd be. That is a huge thing in this particular lifestyle. I want to concentrate, though on something you said about your guy: "He was on fire last night. ive never experienced him this way. Ill admit it was painfull for me to realize how much of him i had been missing out on." Again, I'm only speaking for myself, here. For me, it is a relief, when I realize that I've not inadvertently damaged a young lady because she wasn't completely honest with me. Many is the times I've heard: "Well, I don't know how I'd react when ..." when, in reality, she DOES know how she's going to react, she's just hoping that: A) I'll change 2) The "moment of truth" won't come for quite some time (and then, see "A"). I'd be willing to bet a dollar to a doughnut that what you saw was his ability to finally "exhale" a little bit and not feel like he had to walk on eggshells, anymore. Kudos and good luck to you, young lady! Michael
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A Stone in My Shoe Screen captures (and pissing on shadows) still RULE! Ya feel me? "For that which I love, I will do horrible things"
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