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rallok187 -> Looking... still? (11/8/2016 4:38:06 PM)
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Perhaps I'm just too quiet... I've always been submissive/quiet and since my early teens I wanted a strong dominate girl to build a house with(I didn't call it that back then... but its accurate).
It never happened however, I'm 29 now. Got a receding hairline going on and I'm not in very good shape anymore *sigh*.
I'm very inexperienced sexually, been with one girl for a few months.
Lately, I've all but given up hope. Dreams are nice... until they never happen.
That's all I have left though... dreams and fantasies of somewhere not like this planet.
Somewhere I can create whatever it is I want... what would be the point if I'm all alone? ... But then again at least I would have a garden and orchard, a nice house and beach and wouldn't ever need to work, not sure if I could enjoy even that being alone.
So, being alone in a place like this is just grueling to put it mildly.
I've trolled through the internet since my teens... I'm not surprised by anything anymore. You name it I probably know about it in some way, from vanilla to the kinkiest.
It feels like I've searched an entire universe yet I've never really left my room much at all besides for school/work.
Like Neo, except I was searching for a magical Goddess that pulls me away from this reality and makes me hers.
[&o]
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