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cynnacent1 -> RE: How many truly (12/12/2004 7:44:12 AM)
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The only friend i have 100% trust in and feel free to share absolutely everything with is my Master, INSIDEYOURMIND. i've had 5 very close friends that i shared MOST with prior to Him. None of my friends would be less of friends, or judge me in any way shape or form
One, a friend from high school moved, and we grew apart (about 10 years ago). Plus, she tripped out over nothing last time we spoke. She said some very unacceptable things that crossed the lines of what remained of our friendship. Sometimes the passing of time, along with life's experiences changes people. i decided we are no longer very compatible as friends.
The second, a cousin who was more like my sister, died eleven years ago.
The third is a friend of eighteen years, she married, and soon after had a terminally ill parent to care for and little time to stay in touch. Large spans of time between our being able to get together are common to us. We are still close friends regardless of how much time has passed since we last spoke. She has no clue regarding BDSM. i just haven't seen a reason, or opportunity to discuss it with her as of yet. i'm certain she'll be nonjudgemental.
The fourth, was a next door neighbor of mine from my teen years, much older than i, served as a great role model to me. She is more like family than just a good friend. Our work schedules have clashed alot in the past year. We speak on the phone here and there. i've observed the dynamics of her relationship with her husband. He is a very domineering type, while she is quite submissive to him. i wouldn't be surprised to learn that they are involved with BDSM. i just haven't had an opportunity to discuss it with her as of yet.
The fifth, the only one of the five i could have told ALMOST anything to, including all topics regarding BDSM, died suddenly of a massive coronary last June, two weeks prior to my having met my Master. i learned of her involvement with BDSM after her death. She is the one friend who knew more about me than anyone else. i loved her like a sister. Many times i stop dead in my tracks at the realization of something i wish to tell her about and share with her, or of something for which i'd like her opinion and/or advice on, only to remember that she is no longer here.
i'm greatful to have found such a trustful friend in knowing my Master. Having Him to confide in and share everything with is a gift of tremendous value.
¸,ø¤º°cynnacent°º¤ø,¸ (proudly owned by, and devoted to INSIDEYOURMIND)
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