Point is; toilet fetishes are very low on the list of accepted activities by most lifestyle dominant women. That leaves the professional dominatrix available to you. Don't whine. Save your pennies. Otherwise, you will be shit outta luck. Literally.
Side note. Do something with your hair. Spiky hair is for young bucks. Yours just makes you look like the screws are loose.
Life shouldn't be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly shouting..."Wow! What a ride!