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Lucylastic -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/19/2017 10:31:25 PM)

FR....
I couldnt do it, not even for 24 hours and for so many reasons.
But.
I hope it is everything you desire.
Enjoy it, or not[sm=ballchain.gif]
Come back to us soon.
Oh and have fun at Thunder.
[sm=hippie.gif]



WickedsDesire -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/20/2017 8:40:53 PM)

I spoke to you on the phone didn't I?



Lucylastic -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/20/2017 10:45:36 PM)

once upon a time



ResidentSadist -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 10:22:39 AM)

It's a deal. Hopefully next year. :)
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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar


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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist

Have fun at Thunder... wish I could go this year.



I go every year. So any year you're going please let me know. I'd love to meet you in the flesh.




ThatDizzyChick -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 6:22:13 PM)

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I'm a housewife. And Ullr has a slave.

Yeah, that would cover it. Hope you have as good an exciting "1 week to 6 months" time as you hope you will. Rock on girl, be sure to report back afterwards.



cloudboy -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 6:56:12 PM)


I imagine the anticipation and beginning elements of the scene being the best.



UllrsIshtar -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 7:11:51 PM)


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ORIGINAL: cloudboy


I imagine the anticipation and beginning elements of the scene being the best.


That's pretty much why I had to make the thread.

I'm bursting at the seams in anticipation.

And this isn't exactly a topic I can do a lot of sharing on with my local vanilla friends. [:D]



heavyblinker -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 7:37:18 PM)

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.



tamaka -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 7:46:25 PM)


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


Not really because this 'guy' who is 'kidnapping' her is accountable to her husband so he won't do anything that drastic.



UllrsIshtar -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 8:05:13 PM)


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


I might.

It's a serious risk we've considered an talked about, especially seeing that the only limit set it "no purposeful permanent damage/changes".

That leaves a whole bunch of potentially very traumatic experiences on the table... which is kinda the point.

Beyond trusting that it's not my captor's intention to cause me long term emotional damage, I don't really have any assurances that it won't happen and that I won't get triggered somehow. But then again, considering some of the other edge play I engage in, that's a pretty typical reality for me... the only difference this time is that'll be much longer.



Wayward5oul -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 8:16:40 PM)


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ORIGINAL: tamaka


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


Not really because this 'guy' who is 'kidnapping' her is accountable to her husband so he won't do anything that drastic.

Tamaka, are you jealous? Because I can't help but wonder what is behind your repeated attempts to trivialize this scene and what the OP it's going to experience.



tamaka -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 8:22:56 PM)


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ORIGINAL: Wayward5oul


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ORIGINAL: tamaka


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


Not really because this 'guy' who is 'kidnapping' her is accountable to her husband so he won't do anything that drastic.

Tamaka, are you jealous? Because I can't help but wonder what is behind your repeated attempts to trivialize this scene and what the OP it's going to experience.



Nope. Just being realistic.



WinsomeDefiance -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/22/2017 9:37:23 PM)


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


I couldn't do it. Just the thought of this makes me feel sick and worried for you.

What I can do, is hope this experience is all you desire it to be and you are returned home safely.



heavyblinker -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 7:04:01 AM)

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

It sounds like a nightmare that will leave you with serious PTSD or worse, but okay.


I might.

It's a serious risk we've considered an talked about, especially seeing that the only limit set it "no purposeful permanent damage/changes".

That leaves a whole bunch of potentially very traumatic experiences on the table... which is kinda the point.

Beyond trusting that it's not my captor's intention to cause me long term emotional damage, I don't really have any assurances that it won't happen and that I won't get triggered somehow. But then again, considering some of the other edge play I engage in, that's a pretty typical reality for me... the only difference this time is that'll be much longer.


There are just so many horrible things that might not immediately come to mind.
Like being covered in biting insects or forced to eat dead rats or something.

Ever seen the movie 'Captive'?



UllrsIshtar -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 8:16:00 AM)


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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker

There are just so many horrible things that might not immediately come to mind.
Like being covered in biting insects or forced to eat dead rats or something.

Ever seen the movie 'Captive'?


Actually, those kind of things did come to mind. And I have seen captive.

I think it's unlikely it'll happen, because my captor and I are actually really compatible kink wise (we love the exact same porn stories and 'grew up' reading them). Kink compatibility was my main criteria in selecting somebody for this. I've had 40ish guys show an interest in doing this. I picked him because our interests line up.

But yeah... horrible horrible stuff may happen. Stuff I didn't foresee, or plan for.
Actually I'm counting on the fact that it will happen, because again, that's kinda the point.

Nasty, not sexy, not cool, actual torture, traumatic, stuff may be combined with serious sleep deprivation for instance. Actually sleep deprivation should pretty much be a given, considering that I'm counting on spending every single night in bondage. And everybody here should have a pretty good idea at how unsexy kinky things suddenly become after a lack of sleep.

So you're absolutely right... there's a good chance this will have a serious impact on me in all sorts of unforeseen ways. And my only security on that front is that my captor doesn't intend on mentally damaging me for life.

I mean... he's hoping to make this a repeat kinda a thing, doing it at least once a year or so (it's a long term fantasy for the both of us)... and doing that is gonna be kinda tricky if he fucks me up for good the first time. [:D]

I understand your concern. But we are talking about kink... with all participants having the goal that all participants, in the end, enjoy themselves.
His goals might be very different if he actually snatched me off the street.



WinsomeDefiance -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 10:52:24 AM)

My K and I were talking about this and how from this point until it happens, anytime you leave the house any man you see in passing you would have to be wondering, "is that him? Is it happening now?" Just the anticipation alone would be exciting.



WickedsDesire -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 4:00:47 PM)

and how is he?




UllrsIshtar -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 5:20:46 PM)

Well fuck me.

Ullr just informed me 2 hours ago that after going back and forward with my captor, they decided that the kidnapping part I wanted wasn't going to work out this time. If they'd held off for a time where that logistically made sense, the scene would have been held off till next year.

And so they decided that that piece of it is to follow at some later date (Ullr is planning on doing this more than once with me, unless I come home totally broken of course).
They like the idea better that the kidnapping is a completely unknown, with me having no idea when it's happening at all... not with me waiting for it to happen.

And they decided that the captivity part of the scene is really the most important thing about it... and the kidnapping is less important/relevant so... I'm currently in the Denver airport on my way to CA to be picked up in a blue Acura...

Wish me luck.


Oh and I saw Lady Pact today at Thunder... she's still kicking ass as usual!



WickedsDesire -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 5:23:05 PM)

do call me or your captor




WickedsDesire -> RE: Awesome scene lined up (7/23/2017 5:28:09 PM)

can I call you?



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