so its new years and instead of a resolution i made a "to-do" list for prospective casemanagement of things left undone from the 2017 calender. ive been trying to flee leelah alcorns graveyard for 2 yrs down to cincinnati to no avail, ive been going ther long enough to know its in the wrong direction.. so im transfering things from UC to columbus which seems to be the last bastion of human rights in ohio. of the few cities ive explored its the only one where strangers say "hi:)" on the street, which intiially was weird but i like it :) as well all my greivances with the state are here.
while i may have ruined my academic career fighting bigotry at sinclair in dayton, there might yet still be a chance in columbus. i met a teacher for communications at the at the cbus community college, as well one of the only 2 schools in the state that certifie for electrology is there.
right now i come up once a month for laser apointments n activist meetings, as of the 5th it will be for a trifecta of mental health; therapy,casemanagement,sych.
im left indegent coming from such a baptist wasteland as warren county, so ill be eventually knocking on homeless shelters and trying to build employment history off of a decade of vollunteer work (the only work allowed us here). somehow i was privelaged enough to move back with parents after years of homelessness though im now stuck in the same 4walls of an unproductive youth. i merely exist here, i want to LIVE.
i have background in event production and theater, not that i ever had a mentor in any of it. love set design and vollunteering with local troops would keep me from killn' self. yet thats not a job nor a career, my goal is as an electrologist helping those who could never afford it. i wanna drive around in an old ambulance doing trans kids off the st for free. ive won treatments for both face and gential by building medical necessity but cant find an ethical elctro in ohio to become a mediciad provider left begging those practicing to do what ive wanted to for years. (i can explain corruption between DoH and electrology association)
point being i do have aspirations.
freinds are needed, a bf would be great, im always open to dinner dates, if you know any resources available to a trans girl clawing up from hell itd be much apreciated.