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NubianQueen713 -> RE: Looking for my missing piece (12/27/2023 6:22:54 PM)
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I am a Submissive 63-year-old African America woman that has raised my kids & now looking to find not only the happiness I need but also the missing pieces to feel whole. I tried being with someone that wanted to change who I am to find his pleasure saying that I would have no say in anything with him & he could do whatever he wanted. He said I would not have a safe word and the descriptions of some of things that could happen scared the daylights out of me so I walked away. Then I with someone that I fell in love with but as time went on he changes in a negative way & I learned that he had been lying to me the whole time we were together. It was hard because we lived in different states, so I rarely was able to see him. Then after several years I tried again & learned that he was just not the man he portrayed himself to be. For example, he could come visit me but I was not allowed to go visit him. Each time I asked about is I got different excuses. That just raised red flags which was almost 4 years ago & I have been alone ever since. I just want someone that is as true to me as I am to him. Someone I can talk to about how I am feeling & being made to feel that I am not only important to him but I am also being respected as well.
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