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swtsouthernsub -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 10:20:21 AM)

thank you all for having forums like this to allows us to be open and brutally honest when at times i shut the world out  i have a list of confessions but those two for now will do



LotusSong -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 1:09:37 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

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ORIGINAL: LotusSong

I confess.. I find Ron White attractive..

when he is sober..which doesn't seem to be often.. but I could be wrong.... 


Ya know, on some weird twisted level I have to say I totally understand that. I wonder if we need therapy.



Oh NO!  You too?

I'm embarassd to say that Larry the Cable Guy gets me wet when he says "Get 'er Done"



LaTigresse -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 1:18:27 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LotusSong

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

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ORIGINAL: LotusSong

I confess.. I find Ron White attractive..

when he is sober..which doesn't seem to be often.. but I could be wrong.... 


Ya know, on some weird twisted level I have to say I totally understand that. I wonder if we need therapy.



Oh NO!  You too?

I'm embarassd to say that Larry the Cable Guy gets me wet when he says "Get 'er Done"


Okay, so that one I don't get BUT when Bill Engvall talked about combining pain pills and a Bahama Mama on vacation......I laughed soooooo hard and thought "damn I wish I could have been there to see that!"



MySweetSubmssive -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 1:30:10 PM)

Oops.



LotusSong -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 1:37:02 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

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ORIGINAL: LotusSong

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

quote:

ORIGINAL: LotusSong

I confess.. I find Ron White attractive..

when he is sober..which doesn't seem to be often.. but I could be wrong.... 


Ya know, on some weird twisted level I have to say I totally understand that. I wonder if we need therapy.



Oh NO!  You too?

I'm embarassd to say that Larry the Cable Guy gets me wet when he says "Get 'er Done"


Okay, so that one I don't get BUT when Bill Engvall talked about combining pain pills and a Bahama Mama on vacation......I laughed soooooo hard and thought "damn I wish I could have been there to see that!"



Oh migod! Tigress and I both watch the Blue Collar Comedy tour!!!  LOL!



Level -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 1:51:24 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

Oh good grief!!! I could fill the whole collarme server with this one! I wouldn't even know where to start. I will hit a few subjects of the first that come to mind.


edited to add......my appologies for the horrid long list.........it was prolly wayyyyyyyyy tmi



Gutsy woman, gutsy, gutsy.



LaTigresse -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:33:32 PM)

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ORIGINAL: Level

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

Oh good grief!!! I could fill the whole collarme server with this one! I wouldn't even know where to start. I will hit a few subjects of the first that come to mind.


edited to add......my appologies for the horrid long list.........it was prolly wayyyyyyyyy tmi



Gutsy woman, gutsy, gutsy.


Thank you.

I think it is also partially exhaustion and partially alot of spiritual growth. Living one's life pretending to be what everyone wants you to be is draining. Since I also believe in reincarnation there are just some lessons from this life I really don't want to have to repeat in the next. Easier to do the work and learn from them now. Perhaps there will be less casualties the next time around.

There is no shame in admitting one's mistakes, only in pretending they do not exist or, even worse, not learning from them.



LaTigresse -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:39:01 PM)

OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!!! I just thought of my most shameful confession EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little background. Except for "The Osbornes" I hate reality tv programmes. When I say hate I mean complete and utter disgust, detest, abhor. However, I now have one very shameful confession. I am addicted to one particular programme of this variety......almost too ashamed to type it.

Yes, its true. I love the show "The Girls Next Door"

I need therapy, maybe even shock treatment. No, give me drugs, strong drugs..................



wild1cfl -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:41:47 PM)

LaTigresse,
  Is that the one they filmed in Scottsdale Arizona?



LaTigresse -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:45:02 PM)

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ORIGINAL: wild1cfl

LaTigresse,
Is that the one they filmed in Scottsdale Arizona?


Ohhhhhhh non non non, it's filmed at the Playboy Mansion. I now have a sick fantasy of being a female version of Hugh Hefner.



Level -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:48:16 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!!! I just thought of my most shameful confession EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little background. Except for "The Osbornes" I hate reality tv programmes. When I say hate I mean complete and utter disgust, detest, abhor. However, I now have one very shameful confession. I am addicted to one particular programme of this variety......almost too ashamed to type it.

Yes, its true. I love the show "The Girls Next Door"

I need therapy, maybe even shock treatment. No, give me drugs, strong drugs..................



LOL, Doctor! Sedatives, stat!
 
And I agree with your comments on "Living one's life pretending to be what everyone wants you to be is draining."






sleazybutterfly -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:48:20 PM)

True confessions...
 
I am tired.
 
I like the mix of vodka and xanax.... so if the rest of the confessions don't make much sense...that's the reason.
 
I cut my arms open to see if I am still alive.
 
I am buried in a place I can't seem to get out of.
 
I have hurt many people in my life, so why ask them to trust me now.
 
I have bulimia, for four years now.
 
I want to let people in to help, but I am afraid to let any one else down.
 
I miss my daddy (the real one).
 
That each day it takes all I have to just get out of bed.
 
That I too chicken to just say "fuck it" and be done with it.
 
That I worry most of you will think I am nuts for any of the above.
 
That I have always failed at everything, even when I thought I wasn't.
 
That no matter how hard I try to see the light, there is a always a damn cloud in front of it.
 
Finally, that I probaby shouldn't have said any of the above...because then people will think I am just being an attention whore.
 
P.S. There are more..but I am too out of it to figure them out right now.
 
 



LaTigresse -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 2:57:20 PM)

sleazy, no one thinks you are crazy. If they do then fuck em. All of us have shit in our lives even if its in the past and we want to forget about it. The light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how nuts ya think ya are.....there's always someone crazier![:D]

Hang in there babe, from someone thats been at the bottom of that awful dark hole. That hole that  felt so deep and the light was so far above it was almost nonexistant......somehow in time it gets less deep and a hell of alot brighter. You begin to feel stronger and you realize that there is something to look forward to. It is a beautiful thing.



addisonclarkgirl -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 8:47:36 PM)

i confess i cried when i read sleazy's post...

Hang in there, girl.



Evanesce -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 9:17:25 PM)

I'm not brave enough to tell my deepest ones, like sleazyb and LaT were.  My hat's off to you ladies, and hang in there, sleazy.  Life does get better.  Really.
 
But... true confessions:
 
I'm addicted to food.  I weigh 173 lb more than is healthy for someone my height, and I'm starting the NutriSystem diet tomorrow morning, in hopes that I can avoid having to do this surgically.  Everything else has failed, and this is my one last chance to do it the right way.
 
I'm terrified of what my body is going to look like if I DO lose 173 lb, because I can't afford the plastic surgery I'm going to need to put my boobs back on my chest where they belong, and get rid of all that disgusting, saggy skin.  I've seen it on others, and it sickens me, and I think I sabotage myself because of it.
 
I tell people I attended a full semester of college before I dropped out the first time I went.  The truth is, I barely made it through the first month.  The reason I quit was that high school was too easy for me, and I'd never learned to study, because I got A's without it.  But when I got to college, that same work was getting me C's and D's, and I freaked out and just stopped going. 
 
I have broken the law, but never been prosecuted for it.
 
I hate my uncle for not returning to me two things I'd made for my father when I was a child (which I knew were in his home because I'd seen them there two months earlier), after my father passed away on his 71st birthday; and for not telling me for two days that he had died.
 
I haven't seen my brother in 15 years.
 
After dropping out of college, I lived in a park for about six months, before I found a place to stay.
 
I have a strong disliking for other people's children.
 
And this one time... at band camp...



cuddleheart50 -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 9:21:59 PM)

You ladies are very gutsy to say all these things and I admire you for it!!!  Compared to your lives, mine has been a cake walk.



nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 10:28:51 PM)

I confess...

That my heart goes out to Sleazy and I wish there were magic words to make it all better.

I was anorexic as a teenager and through my twenties. 

That I can be a cold-hearted bitch and walk away from people and not look back.  I'll try everything to fix things, but when I'm done, I'm done. 

My father was abusive.  More so to my brother than to me.  I have nothing to do with my father and that makes my brother mad, so my brother won't talk to me.

I've been married and divorced twice.  Both were abusive.  My second husband threatened to kill me and I believed it.  He's 600 miles away now and we've not heard from him for 8 years.

I had my son 6 days after I turned 18.  My pregnancy was not an accident.  He's 15 now.

I'm having a hard time with my son being 15 and will be an adult in 3 years and have been having a lot of dreams lately about having babies.

My daughter, 11, has been diagnosed with chronic depression and chronic anxiety and is being tested by a neuropsychologist for Aspergers-like condition.  She's also in speech therapy.  We have a minimum of 2 appointments with various doctors/therapists a week.

I'm feeling completely overwhelmed at the moment, but it will pass.

I'm not as strong as my friends think I am, but probably stronger than I feel at the moment.

I can't imagine not having kids in the house.  I'll probably foster after my kids are grown.

I love animals.  Firmly believe that when hunters die and go to heaven there will be a bunch of deer with shotguns waiting on them.[8D]

I think my life has been very blessed and that I am very fortunate.





Nikolette -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 11:19:24 PM)

I'm not confessing this to get it off my chest, my life is a pretty open book... but I just wanted to let everyone know there was an additional someone who'd had to deal with a lot of hard things, and that it DOES get better.

1. I was sexually abused by different people from age 2 until 21. I am 22 now. It was accompanied by being physically abused at home, and rape and physical abuse during my teen years.

2. I was in a deeply deeply abusive relationship with a man for almost three years. It was physically, emotionally, spiritually, sexually, and psychologically abusive. However I still occasionally miss him. Next March will be my second annual Liberation anniversary, marking my freedom from the relationship.

3. My brother killed himself when I was 8. I haven't believed in God since. I still feel guilty about it, like there was something I could have done.

4. Both of my parents were drug addicts- I emancipated myself when I was 16 because of a culmination of problems. One being they let someone catch our kitchen on fire by making meth, and two being they let someone who killed a 19 y/o girl over stolen drugs in my home. My mom has been clean for about three years. She is a different person. My dad has been clean around 6 months. He is the same. He probably won't stay clean.

5. My dad had an unwanted baby with a girl around my age. She is a drug addict. They do not take care of him well at all, but not to the extent that I can prove it. I wish a LOT that she would die, so that I could convince my dad to let me take care of my baby brother who is not yet 2. He needs someone who will love him and protect him like my father, and this drug addict never will.

6. I haven't cut myself for about 4 months. Before that it was almost a year ago. I might cut again, but it won't be like it used to be, and it won't be for any reason unless saving my life. Which sounds retarded, I know- but for me it makes sense.

7. I am probably going to start going to counseling again- because after all of that.... I am finally safe. And I am terrified of this new way of life.

8. I am only 22... I am starting to love myself completely. I am ecstatic I got this far in this short span of time. I know other people strain and waste years... I am so so so grateful that I have had a mentor truly love me, invest in me, respect me, hope for me, pray for me, trust me, fight for me, stand by me, council me, play with me, advocate for me, and promote me ... no matter what. She is my best friend, she is 37, her name is Heather and she saved me, when I couldn't.

9. "I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Teresa



SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 11:48:35 PM)

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And I agree with your comments on "Living one's life pretending to be what everyone wants you to be is draining."




I learned this lesson too....perhaps when I have the energy I will confess it...been to busy sending souls to hell....which would be part of my confession.



SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/5/2006 11:53:53 PM)

My baby girl....you know I love you with all my heart....I tell you everyday.
I am getting you out of hell trust me on this. You will never want for love again.
You will be safe, you will be happy, you will be loved.
I want you here NOW!!!


There I just confessed...I love this girl.



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