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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:04:25 PM

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that i have a form of OCD that picks open wounds and leaves scars.

I must confess I have this also and I keep telling myself not to, then the next thing I know its to late.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:28:20 PM

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I will spend the rest of my life regretting not listening to my gut instinct the one time I should have. As a result, my premature baby boy died.
It's the only time that I have ever seriously thought of ending my life...the grief can be overwhelming at times.

I am unfaithful to my husband. I hate myself everyday for this.
It is absolutely something that I am not proud of.
My mother up in heaven is soooo angry at me for this.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:44:38 PM

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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie

Here in my confession for the moment or more of a plea.

I know people inside and outside of this community that need serious financial help, a leg up if you will. Most being a short term need, they need to be given a break.

I know many people are reading this thread. I simply ask this of you. I have a paypal account, I am asking for any donations where I could help people on a person by person basis. I would use it carefully and wisely. I do what little I can. I would only expect one thing.....to pay it forward for those I may can help, or when they are at the point to give back to a fund to help others. If you read this and would like to contribute....please email me on the others side. I can give you valid and true references to my character.

Thank you for listening.

Deb

My dear sage.. i dont have much money at all i dont have an income but I want to help... I can maybe give $10 here maybe $20 there but I cant afford a large sum at one time I wish I could do more... I have another confession comeing on.. well more of a question.. ever feel so helpless when you cant do things to help the people you care about but really want to help and when what you can give seems to be so little that it wont help at all I confess im frustrated!!!!!!!

Don't be frustrated. The person who has little to give, but gives anyway, sacrifices more than one that has a lot to give. So be proud of when you help.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:46:35 PM

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ORIGINAL: Aileen68

I will spend the rest of my life regretting not listening to my gut instinct the one time I should have. As a result, my premature baby boy died.
It's the only time that I have ever seriously thought of ending my life...the grief can be overwhelming at times.

I am unfaithful to my husband. I hate myself everyday for this.
It is absolutely something that I am not proud of.
My mother up in heaven is soooo angry at me for this.

Aileen, I'm sorry about your little boy. As for your marriage, I don't mean to pry, but can that circumstance be changed?

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:48:17 PM

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ORIGINAL: Level

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ORIGINAL: enigmabrat

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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie

Here in my confession for the moment or more of a plea.

I know people inside and outside of this community that need serious financial help, a leg up if you will. Most being a short term need, they need to be given a break.

I know many people are reading this thread. I simply ask this of you. I have a paypal account, I am asking for any donations where I could help people on a person by person basis. I would use it carefully and wisely. I do what little I can. I would only expect one thing.....to pay it forward for those I may can help, or when they are at the point to give back to a fund to help others. If you read this and would like to contribute....please email me on the others side. I can give you valid and true references to my character.

Thank you for listening.

Deb

My dear sage.. i dont have much money at all i dont have an income but I want to help... I can maybe give $10 here maybe $20 there but I cant afford a large sum at one time I wish I could do more... I have another confession comeing on.. well more of a question.. ever feel so helpless when you cant do things to help the people you care about but really want to help and when what you can give seems to be so little that it wont help at all I confess im frustrated!!!!!!!

Don't be frustrated. The person who has little to give, but gives anyway, sacrifices more than one that has a lot to give. So be proud of when you help.

Thank you Sir thank you very much

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:54:54 PM

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I'm going to confess that the relationship I thought would last forever, is coming to an end.....its not neither one of our faults, life just intervened. I am totally saddend and overwhelmed right now...but all of you have taken my mind of off this all day, and I thank you for that. I cant say much more about it, cause I start crying.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 6:58:28 PM

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i am so sorry.....cuddles.....*sends some huggles*

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 7:11:41 PM

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Thanks CT, but I will be fine....life goes on....we will still remain friends...and maybe someday things will change.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 7:39:49 PM

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Hugs to cuddles

Have I mentioned I am a disgustingly incurable Elvis fan?

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 7:41:26 PM

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I LOVE YOU CUDDLES

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 7:42:50 PM

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Thanks guys, you all are really great friends. hugs and kisses to all of you.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 7:58:10 PM

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I understand the butterfly for your grandmother. I just had an angel done on my ankle at the two year mark of my god son's death. I am beating the hell out of myself because somehow in working in the yard last week, I lost the angel pendant that he adored. When he came home from the hospital the last time, his little body was ate up with cancer. He hurt so bad. I had a guardian angel pendant that he held onto everyday. He would wrap it around his little hand and just hold it. He always talked about how the he was going to go fyling with the angels when he went home.

You feel guility wanting them to stay and you feel guility wanting to let them ease out of this world. I dont know which is the right choice. I am crying again. I cant stay away from this thing.

Butterfly, I know how the days of not wanting to go on feel. They suck. There really is no other word for it. They hound you. But you are loved. And the more you talk and the more you reach the easier it is to bare.

I hate crying. I am gonna go now.

Lee

I am so sorry, I really hope you find it. I have something like that. I have a bear, I gave her to lay in the bed at the hospital with her. I also have a carved wooden angel...it's very small..but a man gave it to me at her funeral. I always have it with me, if I lost it.. I can't even imagine. My heart is with you, and I pray it's sent back home to you.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:06:05 PM

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You know as I was enjoying the shower I was thinking (yes, scary)

Being that I am a fan of making most of my faults an open book.......I think they then lose any power to hurt you..........I was trying to think what part of me would someone else not get.... not love... be scared by. I think it is my pshycologically sadistic side. Something so few are aware of, something I rarely feel the need or even desire to express. I have learned that because I am such a good student of human behaviour, I watch and remember, I am capable of really hurting someone, badly. I rarely want to. There has only ever been one man, older, over 60. He has hurt so many, he is vain, only concerned with himself, shallow, self centred, pompous. I have known him for years, family by marriage. I pretended like a good person should, though I saw right thru him. He made the mistake of attacking me when I knew it was his own weakness that caused it. I demanded an appology and of course got none. I destroyed him because I could, I knew all his weaknesses. It was easy, far too easy, a few words, and he crumbled. I showed him for the weak fool he was. He has never recovered. I could help him if he would ask, his pride...what is left and mine won't allow it. My confession is that I cannot feel guilt and because no one else knows I know the extent of what I have done. Yet, I know it is something I am not happy about, not something I feel a desire for again. It is just an odd feeling to know I can. I feel that perhaps I should feel some guilt. But I see now that he no longer has the ability to hurt others like before and it pleases me.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:08:49 PM

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Madame Slutterfly,

(hope you don't mind the playing with your name!)

You said that you got your butterfly for your mamaw ... did you know that the butterfly is the symbol for the soul? I love that ...

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:12:16 PM

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It is also a symbol of rebirth and new beginnings.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:23:22 PM

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Aileen, I am so sorry. But you can't beat yourself up over it for the rest of your life. No one should live that way. Like Level said, can the other be changed?

And cuddles, omg, girl, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you. If you need to talk, you know where I am.

Andrea, you are one strong woman. Remember that. Be proud of who you are. Hold you head high girl...you earned it.

Bratling, you're doing great. Keep it up. Your compassion for others knocks me out.

I must confess that my life is blessed. I lost my husband several years ago, but I have a great job, two wonderful children ( well, ok, one wonderful child and a 17 year old son), bills I can pay and a wonderful Master who is everything I ever wanted/needed. I wish happiness and peace for each and every one of you.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:26:33 PM

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Thank you.. yes.. it is.. for both.

A religion I study, says that butterflies are sent around us by our passed loved ones. It is to show us they are with us even if we can't see them any more. I love to think of it like this. By putting the butterfly over my heart, she is always there. I let the tattoo artist design it for me, my only request was that he use our favorite colors (pink & red) and I think he did a beautiful job.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 8:28:38 PM

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i have a lame confession but i might as well get it out....i hate star jones, she looks awful and scarey with her new face, i think she looked way better fat, and i am glad she got fired from the view.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 9:00:14 PM

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LOL! Oh, I'm SO glad I'm not the only one who finds Star Jones' new face more than a little freaky!! She should sue her plastic surgeon! That, and go marry Michael Jackson, and they can be freaks together.

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RE: Confessions - 8/6/2006 9:14:00 PM

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I think she looks horrendous too, but figured I wouldn't say because people would just say I'm jealous. Some people really look better with some pounds on... I don't hate her though, and don't think she should've been fired. M

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