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bignipples2share -> Old, but new? Learning curve? (9/7/2006 10:05:29 AM)
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Well, I've decided to change my profile slightly.
I'm on a learning curve. What else can I say. I'm trying to go from a past history that has been about what the two individuals (at any given time) involved with it thought it was, to what others are labeling it.
It has taken me awhile to try to figure out what any community might view what I am,..... actually is. Heck, even I am trying to figure out what it is. I can only go on how it was, not what to call it. I have no problem that what I labeled it in the past has been controversial. That makes little difference to me.
I feel the need to explore now, more than ever before. I really am not a person to go to public play, but I now feel the need to learn, even though I'm a very private person and need to be such. In spite of the years of past history, I feel like a total newbie and all because of a new damn label and what that can entail LOL
This is a vulnerable moment for me. An unveiling, so to speak. Even though the core of who I've always been is exactly the same, I've alot to learn, yet I still want /need to do this discreetly. Many things could change due to public knowledge. How does one go about this? If I'm now a domme, now there's a second person that needs nuturing. Not that this is a bad thing, just that I really need to consentrate more so than before on positive results and outcome than I may, or may not have considered before. I may have been doing all the right things for them before, but I'd like to see a different perspective and make sure.
~Big
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