raiken
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ORIGINAL: Noah efore I act as an adult. It is imperative that I understand all the rules and behaviors which I will be required to abide by before I submit. Once I have agreed, I take my responsibilities seriously; i.e. I follow the rules! If I make an honest mistake, or have a momentary lapse of judgment, a discussion with my master is all that is required to put me back on track. Yes, it can be seen as a warning, but there is no doubt in my mind that severe consequences would befall me if I did not heed that warning. The only punishable offense would be a deliberate disobedience to an agreed upon rule. If such occurs on a regular basis there are greater problems in the dynamic than 'what will work as punishment?' I do like pain, and I agree there are certainly levels of pain that I would not enjoy. However, it seems to me that focusing on punishment is negative, whereas a discussion on how to get positive results would better serve.. I submit and obey because it fulfills me to do so, not because I live in fear of punishment. I opened this thread in a gingerly fashion, mostly expecting to see more of the usual baloney about how couples who engage in punishment are immature, unevolved, etc. Then instead I saw a really insightful post, and another and another. A really worthwhile thread shaping up. Not till the quoted bit from catize did we see the glimmer of "my kink/relationship style is okay, yours is deficient" come over the horizon. I appreciate the restraint that catize showed in her disparagement, but: "I submit and obey because it fulfills me to do so, not because I live in fear of punishment." really does strike me as implictly disparaging. It also strikes me as unimaginative. There are all sorts of orientations one can have to punishment which are just not captured by the implication that anyone who builds punishment into a relationship is relying on fear to do a job which can and should be done better--for all people and in all relationships--by something else. Is it so hard to make room for a sentence like: "I am in a relationship which employs punishment because it fulfills me to do so," catize? Do you believe that some uncomplicated, black and white notion like fear vs. fulfillment can charcterize the issue? I don't work out of REAL fear, but rather the notion of fearful anticipation...mmmm....and we ALL know what that feels like, as we each have unique receptors for darker things, like fear, beautiful agony...and all as you personally deem it to be. Among the many posts I'm grateful for here is the one which introduced the notion of atonement, which is for me a powerful notion. I'd like to read more about this in the present context. I think there is a wonderful cluster of concepts--mirroring a wonderful cluster of aspects of the human experience--which cluster can include punishment and atonement as well as alienation/reconciliation, penance--in a sense that is more aspirational then punitive, discipline, and communion. Well expressed. If someone from the Emotional Safety Police feels the need to point out that each of these things can and has been historically misused, and then argue therefore that these things are bad or deficient or anyway not to be explored, you point is uninteresting. Every grownup should know and see the ubiquity of danger. Science and beauty and eating and breathing all can be and have been misused with absolutely horrible results. The wonder of miracles, as someone said, is that they are reversable. Happy accidents...from the PBS guy, as i have mentioned once before...it is always how life is received by the receiver...all are unique even in the minutia of perspective at times. If punishment doesn't fit you or your relationship, that's fine. Please don't be too quick to pounce on those different than you for what you presume are deficiencies. Depending on the road you are travelling you must choose an appropriate vehicle. Isn't this right? Maybe punishment isn't a vehicle that assists advancement on your stretch of road. That's coo. Just be careful about assuming that your stretch of road is actually ahead of all of those where punishment works, works perhaps in ways you have never experienced and don't understand. This is true for myself, i haven't the words, it seems at times the english language is not the right language to translate accurately all that happens inside my being...from deeply intimate experiences...just no right word fits at times...instead, one would have to be there to "read" my being. That is why when folks write...i allow for this aspect...well...lol...at least to the best of my someytimes "moody" and hormonal states of being. *grin To impose your values and preferred modes on others, especially based upon highly questionable assumptions ("oh grow up and leave this rudimentary, fear-based punishment thing behind") is a dangerous thing for anyone to do, much less someone whose very presence here shows that she would throw off society's ignorant assumptions and negative judgements about her own chosen path across life. Of course you, catize, stopped short of imposition, but I don't think you quite stopped short of admonishment. One final point: As to: "a discussion with my master is all that is required to put me back on track. What an impoverished life it would be if everyone in every case stopped exactly at the line of "what is required." I won't bother to ask in what sense you meant the word "required" beacuse that in itself could be a can of worms. I'll trust that for someone as bright and sensitive as you the standard you have in mind includes the personal fulfillment of you and your partner. I will point out that a certain amalgam of calories, vitamins, minerals and roughage may be all that is required for an adequately healthy diet but that this is not the end of the story of nourishment. Nourishment is deeply experienced on many individually unique energetic levels of frequency, vibrations, etc., much to consider in this area. My thanks to everyone, including catize, for contributing to this discussion. Thank YOU Sir....:-)
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