SlaveAkasha
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Joined: 9/30/2006 From: Indiana Status: offline
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Why I am such a failure. I keep having it come into my mind. I feel like I am always letting people down around me. I think that I probably do Master a million times a day, over and over. I hate when I feel this way, but my mind just runs away with the thoughts. I want to serve in a wonderful way, to be the best..yet, I feel like I have already lost the battle. I wish I could quit doing this to myself, I have such a fear of failing.. such a fear of not being what he wants. I want him to be so pleased, I want him to be so proud, but I don't think I will reach that mark, not the one he has set, the one I set for myself. Hard to believe, but there are tons more in my thoughts.. aren't you glad you aren't in there?? Akasha
< Message edited by SlaveAkasha -- 10/25/2006 9:15:26 PM >
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Look, if you want to torture me, spank me, lick me, do it. But if this poetry shit continues just shoot me now please. ~ Tank Girl www.peta.org www.goveg.com
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