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A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 2:38:44 PM   
slavejali


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Status: offline 		Looking back at my childhood, with all the things that happened, there was one significant event I can recall which effected me deeply. It wasn't about abuse or anything of such nature, it was a simple thing and it is hard even now to understand my reaction to the event.

I had an Aunt living kinda close by, the first time I can remember visiting her was when I was about 4. She had a piano as the centerpiece in her living room. That piano was just awesome to me, touching the keys sent feelings of joy through me. We didn't go to visit her often, when I was around 8, she offered to give me lessons. I can still feel my heart feeling like it was going to burst, I was dizzy and so overwhelmed.

My mom refused giving the reason that we didn't have a piano for me to practice on, nor was she going to buy one. I was destroyed. It felt like I had been stabbed in the heart and that a whole bunch of boulders had been placed on it. No amount of begging or pleading or trying to figure out a solution worked..I didn't get the lessons.

One of the first things I purchased when I had a job was a piano, I got the lessons and just having the piano in my home made it feel like a home to me. As events happen in life, I have been without a piano for about 10 years now...

But.... my birthday is coming up...and guess what? Master has bought be an old piano he is going to restore to its former glory. I feel like I am going to cry just writing and thinking about this...I've got no idea why a simple thing like a piano effects me so much..but it does...I wonder if Master knows just how much it means to me.................

So...this is a general BDSM topic...and I wrote that story to ask if anyone else has had their secret dreams fulfilled by their Master/dominant or submissive/slave?

I'd love to hear some stories....

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 2:47:10 PM   
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Status: offline 		I am happy for you.  It's sad that your mother didn't see the impact of her actions on that day.  But as the Jali we know you are, you have raised yourself far above it.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 3:35:59 PM   
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Status: offline 		I have nothing to report on this topic, but I wanted to thank you for sharing that, it was truly beautiful

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 3:56:07 PM   
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Status: offline 		No answer to your question but a comment to be made.  I have played the piano since i was about 10.  I always wanted to play the violin though and my parents would not allow me to do so.  Some day i will have the violin and learn to play.  The piano although not my first choice in instruments has been a wonderful asset to my life.  When i was younger i practiced until the family would comment that the house would catch on fire and the keys would be hot before i would notice.  In short the piano and my spirit are deeply connected as yours has been.  I hope that when i do manage to obtain the violin that the music i make will be as rich a solace to my soul as the piano has been.  And no i am not a fantastic muscian just one that gets lost in the music and solves the problems in my life by doing so.  I can not imagine how wonderful it is that your Master would be so kind and loving as to give you such a gift.  You are very fortunate.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 4:00:54 PM   
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Status: offline 		I'm not sure if it was a secret dream or not, but I am an animal lover. I'm a push over for animals that haven't gotten a fair shot in life. So, I was mooning over a puppy on petfinder who had been horribly abused (ribs broken, etc.) I donated to his foster care and checked up on him every chance I got.
 
I came home after work one day and there he was. He was sitting in my backyard, tail tucked between his legs  and genuinely terrified. It took a little work and patience, but he's sitting on my feet right now watching football. Everytime I look at him, I remember that I can be resilient too. I thank my Daddy every day for my opportunity to give Boudreaux a chance.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 4:06:23 PM   
slavejali


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Status: offline 		Thank-you for all the lovely comments so far....... and for sharing your story re music diamondreamlove (the piano and violin go so well together..takes me to another world).

spanklete: you're story made me smile so much, I was visualising it as you were telling it, I could just imagine how you felt when you saw him sitting there - that was a fantastic thing your daddy did for you and Boudreaux and for your relationship itself

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 4:26:39 PM   
spanklette


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BTW, I've played the piano since I was old enough to sit on my mom's piano bench. I was completely stoked when I was able to reach the pedals!!! I'll never be a great pianist, but it is a wonderful feeling to sit down in front of a piano. I love going home to my mom's house and sitting down to the piano...it still gives me a little thrill to reach the pedals.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 4:44:24 PM   
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Status: offline 		Thank you for sharing this jali - beautiful story, and spanklette, loved yours as well.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 5:51:30 PM   
Littlepita


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Status: offline 		Jali it is so good to see you back on the board! I love this post.

I do have a story of my own. Due to family issues I had dropped out of high school when I was 17. I worked in jobs I didn't like for the next 23 years. I had always had the dream and regret that I hadn't had the chance to finish school and go to college. I always felt like I had really missed out on something.

Well, my wonderful Joe encouraged and supported me after I moved in with him to get my GED, which I passed with very high numbers and he is now paying for me to go to a community college. I have three classes that are challenging the heck out of me and I love it! I also love how incredible my Daddy has been to me. Last week I complained that I couldn't do my computer homework because I didn't have the full Microsoft Office. So, he ordered it. The other night I commented on how difficult one of my text books was and how I wished I had one of those books for Dummies that would help me understand the material better. So, he got dressed and went and bought it. I have been studying almost all day for a test tomorrow and he has cooked, rubbed my shoulders, asked often if there is anything I need. He is the best man I have ever known.

On the topic of the piano. While eating dinner tonight we were talking about childhood memories and I had told him how I had always wished my parents had let me take piano lessons. He said that we will get one someday and take lessons. How great is that?

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 5:57:19 PM   
spanklette


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Status: offline 		Some people are completely awesome...I am glad that you've got one of them in your life. Good luck on your test tomorrow!!! Although, it sounds like you won't need it with all the studying you've been doing.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:01:01 PM   
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Status: offline 		Jali that is so awesome!

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:06:26 PM   
mnottertail


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Status: offline 		Perhaps I shall see you playing Carnagie Hall, I would like that........



Good day on ya, Jali.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:07:20 PM   
Littlepita


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quote:

ORIGINAL: spanklette

Some people are completely awesome...I am glad that you've got one of them in your life. Good luck on your test tomorrow!!! Although, it sounds like you won't need it with all the studying you've been doing.


Thanks spanklette!  I sooooooooo do need all the luck I can get. The test is in microeconomics and this stuff is HARD!!!

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:26:43 PM   
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Status: offline 		Dear Jali,

I wanted to thank you for your original post.  It's such a lovely thing to read.  Bless you Master's heart.      I am very happy for you...

Music is very important in my family.  Almost everyone plays an instrument or sings well.  Last night, my father taught my youngest (daughter) a little part of "When the saints go marching in" on the piano, and she played it over and over.  This morning, first thing, back to the piano.  She was so cute.  My oldest (son) loves the guitar and plays by ear.  I have wanted to get them lessons so they can learn properly and not lose their desire and heart for music.  It is hard as a single mom, but I am hoping to make their little dreams into a reality.  Thank you for reminding me how important childhood dreams are.

~ DRH

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:33:26 PM   
slavejali


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Status: offline 		Wonderful story pita and thankyou~ piano's must be in the vibe today hey  That's so excellent about furthering your education, it's almost like there are just some little things in life we have to accomplish no matter how great or how small just to feel completed or something....Your daddy sounds like a wonderful man being so supportive....all this and we are the ones supposed to be serving them hehe....well I'm sure it all turns the circle and has us serving them even better

Ron: Carnegie Hall huh...Ummm...I doubt it...funny thing in this whole piano epsiode...I said an off-handed comment to Master something like ..."I just love to play I don't need a great big expensive piano, I'm not a concert pianist" and he got all gruffy and said " Well you might be..stop talking like that " lol



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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 6:39:29 PM   
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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 8:48:46 PM   
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Status: offline 		Growing up in Texas (even the city) every girl wants a pony. Well my desire to be around farm animals never went away. Especially for horses. I worked in a stable to pay for lessons and just be around the horses. The people that owned this drop dead beautiful mare were running her through sales where most horses end up as dog food. She would return frightened, dirty and angry at anyone that dared enter her stall for days. I would calm her, work with her and remind her everything was ok. Going home each night and bitching to the lover about what was going on.
My birthday came along and the owner of the stable threw a party calling 2 hours before screaming and ranting at me that one of the stalls wasn't perfect. I was so angry I went over to the stables ready to quit and kick his butt all at the same time. He's demanding that I go to this horses stall to show me what's wrong. I get there and her papers are nailed to the door and there's a happy birthday banner across the bars. I literally dropped right there and cried like a baby. All the lover said was I don't want to hear you bitch about her owners ever again.

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 9:53:43 PM   
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Status: offline 		My very vanilla ex-husband had a knack for gift giving.  I am not sure about fulfilling life dreams, but he certainly has given me things that touched very deeply. 

In college when we were dating I got very upset over losing my high school class ring. I was convinced I left it in the dorm bathroom and someone had stolen it.  I obsessed for weeks over it.  Seven years later he gave me an exact duplicate, created from a senior photo from my mother's house -- it was a close up of my hands folded under my face and showed the ring detail very well.

My pregnancy with our second child was unplanned and (frankly) initially unwelcomed.  I adjusted to the surprise sooner than he did, and eventually became very upset with him for not being as enthusiastic or active as he was with our first.  He took off work on sonogram day and we found out the sex.  It was a boy.  When we went back out to the car, he pulled a bouquet from his trunk with blue flowers and the cheesy "It's a boy" ribbon. Then he made a nice speech that made me cry.  When we got home I saw him covertly tossing the pink girl bouquet from the trunk to the trash.

I once commented my mother never let me have an easy bake oven and I was always bitter -- but my favorite toy was a sit and spin I received for Christmas when I was four.  The next Christmas I unwrapped both and Easy Bake oven and a Sit and Spin - both ORIGINAL models from the mid 1970's purchased on Ebay.

The list goes on.  He was such a good gift giver, it was tough to reciprocate. :)

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RE: A dream fulfilled... - 10/29/2006 9:57:35 PM   
slavejali


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Status: offline 		My pleasure Daddysredhead

theRose4U: You had me grinning at that one. Lovely story. I bet you never complained about her owners again hehe.

Sensualips: I think I could be honest and say, I'm not a very materialistic person, so "things" in them self don't really impress me, move me.... yet stories like the ones you shared really brought home to me how much "things" can mean sometimes, sometimes things are an "action of love and caring" and are worth more than gold

< Message edited by slavejali -- 10/29/2006 10:03:43 PM >

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