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BlouLady -> The happy slave (2/11/2005 3:58:06 PM)
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Dear reader,I know you'll understand the secrets I'm about to tell.After many years of denial I am able to admit in my heart I am a slave.I was afraid of my desires afraid of what that made me and very afraid my love wouldn't understand.At first he didn't,trapped by society and his love for me.He couldn't understand that this REALLY was what I wanted.So I started a journal,did research and asked for advice. Through help from you he began to understand and gently (at first) he tried new things.I am aware it is a slow process so I didn't push just tried my best. Last night was the best,something in him gave. It was very sudden. He was looking at me and I saw this fire in his eyes I've never seen before.
He smiled and I asked him "What?"
He arched his eyebrow and said "Excuse me?" I realized he was finally taking this serious and I just made a mistake.He grabbed my face and pulled me to him."What did you say to me?" he asked..I just stammered "I..I." He jerked me to my feet spun me around and bent me over.Before I could apologize he hit my up turned bottom,once, twice in quick succession HARD! I squealed and my hands flew to my stinging ass.
"Next time I won't be so nice" he said in dead seriousness. "Yes Sir" I replied my eyes down. Ofcourse I couldn't let him see me smile.My dream just came true!
I wasn't sure of him now and that was a very good thing.All i kept thinking was 'I really like this' and I sat wondering (hopeful) what is he going to do next? To my disappointment he told me he was going to bed and that I wa to be in bed by 11.Was that it?I asked myself...A major break through and he's going to bed? Of course I didn't voice my thoughts (my ass still stung from earlier)So I said "Good night Sir" and off he went
My head was spinning...Now what..Now what?So I did what any self respecting woman does...I pouted. All by myself. Then.....
I heard the bedroom door open "Come here" he said .My heart lept "Now""Yes Sir" The room is dark and I stand there unsure of what he wants."Take your clothes off" I did so in silence "Come to me" I walk carefully over not nowing what he wants.He reached up to my shoulders and push me to my knees on the floor.He was thoughtful though and provided a pillow for me and I knew I would be there for a while. I heard the nighttable open and he gave me a great gift.A leather collar,slipped around my neck.Ohhhh how good it felt.
"Ask for it" he commands in a harsh whisper "May I taste you Sir?"
"Beg for it" I could here him smile and I knew he would here every ounce of desire in my voice."Please Sir may I taste You,Please" and I truely did beg.
I started slow and worked faster. He grabbed my head "That's feels good" he groaned and though it was hard I smiled. After a while he finished without warning and patted me on the head."You did well"...I was unbelievably happy.....To hear him speak of me that way....I must say I'm a happy slave
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