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timeoutgurlie -> RE: Weight (12/1/2006 8:12:29 PM)
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I tried to peek at your profile thinking there may be a photo there and that would allow me to see if it were probably you actually have a true weight issue, but it said profile not found? Maybe I'll try my luck later.
In any event, you are pregnant, and I think I recall other posts saying you have a lil one already, so did this happen in your other pregnancy/ies as well? Or this one is coming as a surprise?
If your lil one isn't a small child, maybe it's just that you're older now than you were the other time/s and so your body is reacting accordingly, much to your disappointment.
I've always been very on top of my weight, and I workout religiously and eat well, etc., etc., so I definitely understand the feelings you're having. The hormones can't be helping either, I know I gained 8lbs when i first went on the BCP and although everyone said it was only water weight and I would go back to normal once my body adjusted, it broke my heart and I felt too like I was getting fat, clothes fit differently, water weight or baby weight or whatefer it makes no difference, it's still weight, and still can make you feel badly.
I still remember feeling horrible about myself, and like you, I have nothing against overweight people, but for *ME* personally, I don't accept being overweight as an option if I can control it at all. So don't feel like a bad person!
My best guess is it's the hormones making you somewhat body dysmorphic and you're seeing yourself much differently than others are, in hindsight I can see now that I definitely did this myself.
Tisktisk for your dom though, on the other hand in his defense, men just don't seem to understand this, must be a woman thing lol So i'm sure he didn't mean to make you feel badly, and talking it out sounds like a good idea, but try not to take his "jokes" to heart, it's almost guaranteed he really is just joking and you're as stunning to him now as you ever were.
Congrats on the lil one on the way [:D]
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