amaidiamond
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Joined: 2/6/2006 From: Watford / London Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: LuckyAlbatross quote:
ORIGINAL: amaidiamond orgasm restriction for example but I can learn to love it non the less because it pleases him to have me that way. I have no need or desire to love the thing itself just because he loves it. In fact, as a sadist, he enjoyed it more knowing I didn't want it and would really hate it. I simply have to accept the authority of him to do it. I am fulfilled by that. That makes a lot of sense, you always have a clarity in your posts that I lack. I will try and clarify because my previous post didn't really say what I intended it to... I don't mean learn to love the actual thing, take orgasm restriction for example, I mean that whilst the act itself might not be a thing I enjoy, I learn to love the..hmm... results of it? So whilst I might not like orgasm denial as a practice, I love being denied, because to deny me makes him happy. I think that made a little more sense..
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