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Undisguised cont. - 2/17/2005 3:45:35 PM

abusiveownerstoy

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REPETITION

Open up the wounds
let the heartache flow again
watch me turn to my addictions
and let temptation be my guide
I'll quell the pain with thoughts of lust
drown the tears in temporary joys
as I'm tripping up the stairs of life
falling on every step I climb
Its a blind charge thru endless repetition
running into doors I've closed
with a history of lies
I cant do the things I love anymore
I only love one thing now
and it calls to me
at times like these
like a lover lost in the night
it finds me with open arms
and pulls me aside
Am I strong enough to win this fight?
Can I do this all again?
As my strength cracks and breaks
I see how I've lied to myself
about the twisted merry-go-round I'm riding
and how long I can hold on
before I'm hurled aside for good
Because even though theres determination
lurking within my eyes
I can still feel myself fading
disappearing within my mind
There is no exit from this place
There is no victory to be found
Just another day of trials
another day to watch myself grow weak
Its just my fate
and the cross I bear
watching life turn around
spinning witrh the hands of a clock
opening up everything that was old
memories that I tried to forget
become new again
and I'm sliding
as I'm racing to the end
holding on as strong
as my shattered will allows
waiting until i finally slip
and drift into nothingness
losing myself for good
and forever ending
this senseless repetition

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Have you given in to your darkest desires? i am still waiting for the right One to lead me thru these portals.

i am not looking for romance or share time with the wife, i need discipline and order which only comes from consistency.

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RE: Undisguised cont. - 2/18/2005 3:30:17 AM

theroebabe

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Thanks for sharing, these innermost and private parts of yourself.

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Roe

People always ask me why I do these things . . .
It's because I can!

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RE: Undisguised cont. - 2/28/2005 10:27:01 AM

SirSTRYKER

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very well written. the line about "not sharing time with your wife"should become a standard!

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RE: Undisguised cont. - 2/28/2005 11:32:32 AM

sinnocentky

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i liked this alot... it went beyond the surface.. into the depths. thank you for sharing it.

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"We all enter this world the same way: naked, screaming, soaked in blood. But if you live your life right, that kind of thing doesn't have to stop there"
- Dana Gould

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