Rendclaw
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Joined: 1/1/2004 Status: offline
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For me, the ending on a vanilla relationship was much easier to deal with than ending a D/s one. I was engaged to be married in a vanilla relationship, and it was fine for a time, until I had these yearnings to control and dominate, not to mention at the same time, through no fault of my fiancee, I started to yearn for more than one loving, caring relationship at one time. Once I started to explore these feelings and emotions, I could not go back to a vanilla relationship. Ending it was painful, but not nearly as painful as when a loving, caring D/s relationship came to an end about two and a half years ago. She was not only my submissive and slave, but she was the love of my life, and by far my primary submissive. The way that ended and the residual emotions still affect me to this day.
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