Gem -> RE: PTSD (7/22/2005 7:15:22 AM)
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Brightest Blessings I live with PTSD and have found that SM play helps me fight the demons that roam around in my head. The more brutal Man can be especially on a very bad day, the easier it is for me to deal with the demons, see them for what they are, and understand where things lie in the real world opposed to the flashback world. I still trigger on mnay things, and 90% of the time I never know what will trigger me, and I live with it, learning each time how to combat it for better mental health. Man and I also used age play to help me overcome the demons from my childhood abuse and sexual abuse. Each person is differnet how they will react to certain trauma, also how they will react to the flashbacks and demons later on. That I have PTSD and I disassociate only means that I have the medical terms in common with other folks, how I react and how I heal is completely different form how others react and heal. Wow sorry went on a ramble and did not even mean to......hope somewhere in there I made sense LOL. Oh and I have found laughter has helped me heal, sometimes my reactions to things is dang funny. Please do not flame me saying that this is not a lughing matter, for me in some instances it is, I did not say it was the be all to end all, sometimes we have to laugh or we will just cry and never stop. Blessed Be Gem
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