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the lil devil - 3/16/2007 6:12:27 PM

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Alright, i'm bored. Lately i've been feeling not the best, mostly just constantly tired.... but today i got an email from an old friend........ and it just reminded me about what life used to be like. Hell i havent been around a real friend in years. Generally, no problem.. but gah if she came down....... wooooooo. Anywho, i miss getting up to shit - i miss having some one that i can see eye to eye with, some one that is straight up, and some one who just fucking knows. i miss the FUN. The crazy, spontaneus, outlandish, god knows where you'll end up but having a grand time getting there FUN. None of this well thought out, responsible, play it safe, be a good girl stuff.

::sigh:: i'd climb on my roof and hollar at the world, but i'm not at so limber at the moment. I'm contemplating just heading to the beach. To do what? God knows. Play in the waves, walk the beach, find a party to crash....

except......i shouldnt. Gah! i dunno what to do. Say Screw it and go explore.. or stay home and be a good girl. Yeah i can see it now "uhh.. yeah i'm at the beach.... uh yeah its 2 am... " That would go over so well. I'd get a list of how unsafe it was. = (

Course its either the beach or walking around downtown orlando...... (which wouldnt go over any better)

Sooooooooooo............ anyone else ever get that little devil that sits on there shoulder and says "screw it! Go play" and what do you do about it?

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RE: the lil devil - 3/16/2007 7:56:54 PM

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head down there and make fun of all the roasted spring breakers..hehe..

i always got a kick out of it. Bike Week last weekend was awesome. saturday night Main Street was packed all the way over to US1.

besides laughing at drunk people is sometimes more amusing than actually consuming. hanging outside froggies about 2 am is always a blast. i rarely drink now.

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RE: the lil devil - 3/16/2007 11:57:08 PM

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I like to laugh at drunk, but I like to do it drunk.

Got a mirror ?

happy STP day.

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RE: the lil devil - 3/17/2007 3:59:44 AM

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Your thread really hit home.

I don't get out much and it can be depressing being so responsible. I have a lot to manage family-wise and just keeping the wheels turning, and I get a lot of satisfaction out of that, but sometimes it'd be nice to just be able to let loose. Everything seems so serious all the time. I go for weeks at a time without even having a good laugh.

Oh dear. I hope its true that misery loves company becaue I don't have any positive suggestions. :)

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RE: the lil devil - 3/17/2007 4:07:38 AM

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Sounds like a crisis looming DLS so I suggest you put your slippers on, put the kettle on, put the TV on and have a nice snooze. till it all goes away.

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RE: the lil devil - 3/17/2007 4:15:35 AM

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i think that lil devil is what keeps us young. hang on to the little bastard and pray that he's matured just a little!

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RE: the lil devil - 3/17/2007 7:48:30 AM

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My lil devil DID seem to mature....... i ended up doing the "right" thing and telling Master. His suggestion was i come out to him and let him take me.......... i ended up not going. As much fun as Master is and as much as i enjoy our relationship....... ITS NOT THE SAME.

We would go where he wanted to go, leave when he wanted to leave, walk as far as he wanted to go........ and the whole being crazy and irresponsible would just not fly.

Gypsy - yeah, somtimes you just want to break loose. Before Master, i used to take my silly lil butt down to south beach and get smashed. OR - i'd go out to club with some friends (get smashed) and then taunt all the men in the club. Sounds dumb, but was loads of fun. Men at clubs/bars can treat women like such meat sometimes...... and so i'd walk up to them - look at them - and say something like "too short" and walk away. OR they'd be attractive, i'd flirt (get them thinking......) and THEN walk away.

And when i was younger........

Being responsible is all good and stuff. It does give satisfaction... but its not like "fun". LOL Gyspy. Misery DOES love company and later last night a friend of mine who lives in Lousiana and was having some issues with some retards on a website (she was miserable.. they were mean) So i uh... gave them a dose of reality. Suprisingly enough - i didnt really say all that much, but i seemed to have made an impact.

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