selphaware
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Joined: 10/28/2004 Status: offline
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Akasha, i have had several relationships of this nature, and they have generally gone nowhere and ended quickly, either because a real-life meeting killed off the interest, or because the interest died even before a meeting could happen...but i do have one great exception: i met a very dominant Woman on alt.com about two and a half years ago. She was living on the east coast at the time (i am in california), and She has since returned to Asia, where She is from. i have never met Her live, and never spoken to Her on the phone. i have, however, spent countless hours with Her on instant messenger having *very* intense D/s exchanges and interplay. my instincts told me She was real from the very beginning, and i trusted Her rather quickly...but my trust has always been rewarded. She has written me freely, gives generously of Her time, and has beamed me Her Presence via webcam a few times and sent me dozens of photos during this relationship, all of the same Woman (meaning She is either sending me real cam-shots and pics of Herself, or She has been very diligent and convincing in gathering imagery of some hot acquaintance to fool me). and She has *never* asked me for money -- She engages with me because She enjoys the interaction, and that makes me feel fantastic! and yes, i have obeyed commands, and then been interrogated in detail about them so She can verify if my reports are true...and i have sent Her quite a few photos of myself over the course of the relationship (most -- but not all -- with my face not shown). overall, it has been a profound relationship for me, despite the fact that i couldn't get physically farther away from Her without going off-planet. it can be sad to have this connection and not be able to fully actualize it with Her...but the good news is that i might be making a voyage overseas this year, and may finally get to meet Her! s.
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