hazeydaisy
Posts: 49
Joined: 3/20/2005 Status: offline
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Who am I? In the vanilla world i am a freak, a weirdo, a sicko. The idea of enjoying the feel of a sore bottom or inscruciating pain in my nipples is just not right! To some, wanting to be used sexually and mentally goes against womans liberation. How could I possibly want my freedom stripped? How could i think all this is right and still look at my own child without guilt or shame? Who am I? In this lifestyle I am a newbie, a troll, someone who doesn't know what she's talking about and shouldn't even be here. "You've never experienced any of this and yet you give your opinion on this? How dare you think you know anything!". Because i have the feeling, need, desire doesn't mean i am not submissive? Can I not yearn for the taste of this lifestyle that others do just because i am married and hubby is not into it? *sighs* Who am I? I feel at times i am like a cartoon and that every day is a rerun. I am what I am and that's all that I am... (just something i had to get off my chest and I apologize if anyone feels it is not suitable)
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