EStrict
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All types of relationships need to find balances that work. When children are involved, it is even more difficult. When Master collared me, I had two teenage sons that lived cross country. The lifestyle had nothing to do with why my relationship with thier father ended, but when I was exploring it and they were living with me, they were aware of parts. How much was little, just as it is now. They have heard me call Ross *Master*, but not much more. They haven't questioned it, and if they did, I would give them no more actual information on the specifics than I would have of my nilla sex life with their father. Master always wanted children, but as I had two teens, was closing in on 40 and had fertility problems, he accepted that they weren't in the cards. Yet, low and behold, we now have Race. He's 18 months old, and lived with us the first 5 months of his life and most of the last 5. When he was an infant, things were easy. Very little changed. When we got him back last fall, he was almost 14 months old, and things were different. But he's still young enough that he doesn't *catch* things we say and what happens at night after he's in bed is the same as any parents relationship is to their young children. But, even with living together, our time as a couple, much less as a Master/slave, is not nearly as much as it was it was last year. That being said, I agree with Voltare. Unless he was unaware of your family and obligation, if he cares for you he would expect you to honor your commitments. And, even though it's not easy, it's part of *real life*. The best you can do is try to find *special little* ways to serve whenever you can, and take advantage of wht time is possible,,,, Sandy
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