sunny4u
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Sorry for my bad english. I just want to translate what I have writen down in my own laugage for him--my dom--whom i made acquaintance in the collarme. He disappeared for some time and i missed him a lot. I promised him this translate it before so i did it now...just to remember the happy time in my mind.
(1)
I found I am a sub in nature one year before. And I love the bdsm so much as soon as I knew it. Now I leave my country and have been in the states. What's the bdsm going here? I am curious. After a few months hesitation, I desire I can have a real try.
Thanks God give you to me as my dom. You are a sincere gentleman and gives me very good feeling. Thanks for your lunch. Thanks for you telling me that you have made a decision to be a SM partner with me. I don't know why but my 6th told me you will give me the most happiness.
In the following days I feel I can't wait to the training. You asked me to select those bdsm items I love, like or accept, but I want you just do what you like as long as it's not my limit. I like surprise so I don't want to know exactly what will happen.
You told me you have time for me in the following Thursday. I am so happy to know this news. You also told me how you desired for this special day: "I am very excited!! To enjoy my sweet sunny girl!! Will you be nervous "? Actually, I am so trust you I am not nervous at that time although I can't wait for it since you seem not a horrible person hehe. You were some surprised, "such a steady, confident girl....It will be such fun training you...I hope you are a fast learner. Learn how to behave when with me...or you will get a pop on your ass..."
(2)
The special day was coming in my expectation. It's sunny and warm.
In the time waiting for you, I was getting so nervous. When I sat beside you, I daren't to look your face, your eyes. I don't know what I can do to hide my nervous feeling. I hide my face in my hands. And I feel so shy when thinking about what will happen.
You told me the safe words when driving. And you also told me I must say SIR behind every my answer. If I couldn't follow well, you would punish me. "Yes sir" I can hear my heart's quick beating. "Good girl" I like you say this. The simple words give me confidence and warmth.
In my heart I want to show you a real me in the training.
A few minutes later, we arrived in the hotel. You came back to the car when checked in.
You drive the car back to the room, opened the storage and began to move some boxes to the room. I was surprised. So many stuffs! What are they? You are really a big collector and a real bdsm lover.
(3)
You gave me a set of boots and asked me go to restroom to take off my clothes and wear it. I took it to the restroom and began to do what you asked. After a while, the door was opened a little and you passed me a shirt and skirt asking me to wear them with buttoned well shirt
bottom in skirt. "Ok sir." I answered. My voice was so low even I can't hear it.
I took off my clothes and hesitated if I should take off bra too. Finally I didn't move my bra and began to wear the shirt. "NO bra NO pants. You can't come out till I ORDER you!" Your voice came to me. "yes sir" I followed, my voice was shivering.
Hearing the noise you made outside, I was becoming more and more nervous because I didn't know what was waiting for me. I put on the clothes and boots, then sat down there just listening the noise outside. And I forgot to put shirt into the skirt. They fit me well, or just like what you said, I was born for them. When I sat there waiting your order to go out, I used my hand as a scale to measure the boot's heel. I guessed it should be 18-20cm. I looked so tall in it.
"Are you ready?" "yes sir" I stood up when hearing your voice. You opened the door for me. I walked out carefully. I noticed you also changed your clothes.
You took my hands in yours. You looked through me with swift and fierce sight. Obviously I didn't follow your orders well. You found I was too nervous so helped me to make them done.
(4)
Many training details have been forgotten. Both of us were so devoted to the training. Well the hoarseness of my throat told my how mad we were in that 5 hours. The wood houses are usually not insulative at all. But I don't care. I just want to be myself. You have told me, "you don't need think just follow", right? Let you to control. If you think I am too noisy, you will ask me to be quiet. The fact was you enjoyed my voices and you hoped I was a slut in the training. You didn't care others may hear us either.
It's a game to relax and enjoy. Now that we are here, let it be.
You take my hand and backed to sofa and sit down.
A lot of stuffs are put on the table beside us. And the drawers are also full of tools. You give me no chance to look what they are.
You asked me put my hands back and listen to you. You told me the rules I should follow: “you must raise your head and look through my eyes in the whole training; If you see there are some unhappy in my eyes, you should do something to please me;” And you emphasized I must say sir after my answers. Actually, I love to look straight into your eyes, not because I need to follow your order, just because I can read your thought, soft, love and your stern from them.
You stand up and fetched the black leather wrist restraints. You make my sleeves in trimness and wear them on my wrists. In china most SMers like ropes and so am I since the simple ropes can bring many poses change and surprise, and also the restrains. Well now I like so much the leather restrains on my wrists. They are so cute. You also wear me the play leash on my neck.
I think you are proud of me. I also feel I am so pretty in them. I like these stuff, they are so useful and nice looking.
You linked the two restrains behind me. I lost the basic ability to protect myself. And in so high heels, I had to stand carefully. You pulled my hands back using a hand, my head and body had to face upwards with them. I began to shiver and moan.
You kissed me. Your lips are so soft and your tongue is so agility. Your beard is not hard at all. The kiss is so sweet. I enjoyed it so much. I looked into your eyes, so nice they are. They told me your love to me at that moment.
Your finger began slip down on my legs. You take off my skirt and your hands come up to my pussy. "You are already wet! I like it!" You are some surprised and I become so shy. Your fingers are so agility, they made me just want cry and want more…….You pulled my pussy hairs using a hand while the other hand pulling on my nipples….
(5)
You untied my hands and turn back to fetch something from the drawers. I also turn to look what you are doing. You stopped me. I feel something covered my head. You lug it down and I find it's a white hood, with eyes and mouth holes. You tied a lead on my collar. "You are my pet." "Yes sir. I like to be your pet." "Good girl."
"Kneel down," you said. I knelt down with your help. You slightly pull the lead in your hand, what I can do is just grabble to follow you. I am totally your pet now and I like to be your pet. And in the hood and restrains, how to seek back the shy and quiet girl? There only is a
pet, with lead in his master's hands.
We come to the inside part of the room. You stopped, with my head in your legs. I am in fast breath, the low-down position make me excited. I swing my ass. I imagined the beauty of the body which is not mine and what you are thinking.
"Spread out your legs" your voice comes to me but it seems so far away. I am still in my imagination and don't know what you are speaking. You flap your palm on my ass and it waked me. I spread my legs shyly. Your hand is busy on me, your legs become more tight, the orgasm come to me once more…
(6)
You led me grabble back to the bed and help me to stand up. You sat down on the bed. The high heels let me feel I am so tall. The hood made me not easy to look into your eyes. I want to feel you so I touched you with my hands. I want to remember what my dom look like using my touch. I moved my hands softly on your face, your head. And then I begin to massage on your head, your ears. You closed your eyes and seem enjoy my touch. When I learned to massage? I don't know but
it seems some expert lol. I told you I like everything you have done on me, enjoy every minutes spent with you. You also told me you feel great.
Forget when the moment happened that I want to kneel down before you. You stopped me and told me that's not your order. You told me I need think nothing just to follow. I read this too in your eyes and I want to obey, since I am a sub in my blood.
You asked me many questions. Actually, I have no time to make clear some of them and just answered with the 6th. And sometimes I just replied yes or no and forget with a sir. Every time I forget to say sir, I will find my error from your eyes and then add it quickly. SIR, the simple and normal word in my eyes before, becomes so special and private now. YES, when I am calling you sir, I can feel my love and respect to you. At this time, we are so close from heart.
Forget when you stand up to go to my back and how your fingers go to my body. But what I remembered so clearly is that I left the ground on your fingers!!! I guess my body was so soft and light just like cotton maybe. If not so, how come you can do this! I reached back to the
floor, while I was up once more on your fingers! No pain at all, just in mad orgasm, I couldn't hear my own voice, but I knew I was crying. I was finally in your hugs.
You hugged me tightly and kissed me, so sweet kisses.
My shirt was taken off by you. Now I was naked before you, pride in my eyes but shy on my face. Well no, that's not me. It's only a toy in white hood. To be a toy, I was always lovely to you, no matter that I stand or sit. You want to play on me now, but you don't want I see. You put the blindfold on my eyes.
(7)
You grasped my hands back and pushed me forward. It seems we were in the most inside part of the room now. You linked the restraints of my wrist to a fixed length straight spreader and then raised my arms highly, fix them on something above. I grasped them to help me to stand. And then I felt you tie something on my boots and I could only stand with hands and feet spread so wide now.
You gagged me with a kind of head harness European ball gag. It was comfortable, soft and not big in diameter. You put something around my neck, I guess you do so to protect my neck and shoulders.
I could feel the flog swing on my back now. It's such a soft leather one, and give me no pain at all. I hoped you can bit me harder with it. But maybe you were afraid to hurt me, you just flog me lightly. Well the flogger changed to a paddle. It was much harder and I began to cry. I
guessed the skin of my back must have become red.
You stopped suddenly because you find now I can't speak. I have no way to tell you the safe words if I want you stop. So you told me that I can cough twice if I think you are going too much. Thank you so much for taking good care of my safety, sir. Although I don't think I will use them, the safe words make me feel safe.
Nipple clamp let me feel some sore, but it just gave me more excitement. And you began flog me again using the leather flogger. Although it's the same flogger, it took to me a lot of pain now. You have been a totally dom, and I am only your pet. I cried, I was wet, I forgot myself, I was only a mad pet.
Your flogger stopped work. You came to me and I can feel your tongue was licking my pussy…
How long it passed? I don't know.
I was tired. I wanted a move, but I just couldn't. What I can do was only to change a little the way I stand.
Your finger was on my body now. Then changed to an electric toy. I begin to shiver and get the orgasm…
You moved my clamp, gag, blindfold and hood. I can see and speak now. Then I found that's a fixed length spreader make my feet so wide. I guess you will come and remove it from me, but you didn't. I kept quiet. I still want more punishments I think although I was already so tired and my legs were shivering.
"You must tell me if I hurt you" You said. "No, I don't think you will hurt me." I answered. It makes you a little angry: "no? You MUST tell me if I hurt you! Clear?" "Clear sir."
You asked me how many times I have come, I don't know. It seemed I was keeping crying or moaning after you closed the door. I like the feeling, I hope I can be with you like this in the whole life.
(8)
At last you removed the spreaders from me, and took me to the sofa.
Big smiles were on both your face and mine. I sat on your legs and enjoyed your tightly hugs. You were in a leather trousers now with waist naked. You asked me whether or not I care what you wear. Well I don't care, what I care is your smile or unhappy, and what you say and do on me. Thank you for telling me I am still in a good figure. You gave me confidence and find some pretty things I don't know before on myself.
I left your legs. You asked me kneel before you to do something to please you. I like to face you, so I have chance to look at you at such a close distance. I guess most whites have hairs on the chest. Yours are not so bushy. I touched or pulled on them, looking at your eyes with smile. Then I slightly bite at your nipples. Massaged your arms and legs, foot…while I happened to slide down on the floor and you send your foot to me…
You asked me to stand up again. Put on a black hood with mouth, eyes and nose holes for me.
I think I was lucky with the hood. You wanted me to wear some big gags which I guess must be uncomfortable to wear. Well the mouth hole of the hood was not big enough, so you gave up. Find a cloth gag for me finally.
You pushed me to the bed. I was there with a doggy position. Your paddle and flogger came down on me and I was in the excitement once more. When they stopped I feel some cool grease on my anus and then your finger is coming in… I enjoy it although I don't want too much anal play.
I find you have take off your trousers and put on condom. You come in me from the back, with the paddle in your hand flapping on my back and ass. When I was on the top, you come….
You take off my gag and hood. We chat a while hugging together. You tell me you feel so good and so am i.
Time is flying. We have to get up. When I come out after a shower, you have cleaned up most of your stuffs. After we moved them to your car, I looked around in the room and find a rat clamp of yours. It's so interesting, I never saw one for so many years.
(9)
I have little time to write the private dairy, but I spent all the time I can use in the following day and finished to write down the training. In the weekend I have no time to be online, so I saw you again till next Monday.
When I was on I was so happy to see your messages: "Hey there, sexy girl...still enjoying very new memories from our fun together... wow... that was great!! Message me soon..." I told you I have written down of the training and you hoped me to translated it for you. While I promised you to do it but can't promise you I will do it recently. I like to write all down because i can remember what i have ever enjoyed. "Well, if you find some time...then please....I am still very excited from our time together...you were wonderful!!" I am so happy for you say so. "When i was writing, everything came before me again and i enjoy once more. me too u r so great" I said. "Well, so were you...your reactions were so perfect...I was so pleased...you just made me want you more. You make me very proud." "you give me confidence. i am lucky to be with u. I don't need think, just follow and it's easy to do for me." "That is my job, as your Dom...Always want you to succeed. You followed very well...but I did love how nervous you were...you forgot how to think...your hands a little shaking...oh that was so delicious!!"
Yes, just like what you have said, we left with a big smile on both our faces. We enjoyed a lot. Thank you for everything you gave me, sir. You have been lost for many days. I hope you are ok. Miss you and worry for you. Best wishes and I am waiting the day that you can show up and say hello one day.
< Message edited by sunny4u -- 5/7/2007 12:56:07 PM >
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